ıиvısıbıε ıovε <3

2009-03-04T18:30:00.002+08:00

"three words, eight letters. say it and i'm yours"
Today is a bad day.
A very very bad day.
Guess my plan to make everyday happy ain't gonna work.
I'm so sorry 305, for screwing up today.
I'm really really sorry):

I'm not even sure if I really ever tried for anything that I wanted.
It's just that mental thing that I'll study hard, I'll work hard, I'll train hard, I'll do my best, but when it really comes to the time when I need to show my actions, I back out.
It's just such a natural reaction that it's revolting.
How disgusting.

oh, AND YOU:
I really don't know what on earth is wrong with you.
Or maybe the reasons can't be found on earth, so I may have to travel to hell to find them.
But no I really can't be bothered with you anymore.
You just don't try at all, do you.

Thanks for screwing up my day,
no need to say welcome.

2009-01-05T18:30:00.001+08:00

I am sooo lazy to post anything.
Fingers won't type.
full stop.

have a nice day peoplllllle(:

2008-12-02T14:19:00.005+08:00

backkk from hk(:
omg. canyou believe how much I'm missing four seasons hotel?

and it's not even 24 hours yet.

I miss four seasons):

one major reason, is that because they have a superultratotally cool tv in the superultrahumongus toilet.
yes. I said that..
raise your eyebrows and go what the hell, but, yes.

TV IN TOILET.
hahah.

can you imagine how long I take a bath in there?

this is like, the first time being in an auction.

interesting.. hahah.

some of the drawings were really pretty.

I kinda liked the zengfanzhi's drawings.

...can't believe I said that.

nvm. shall go unpack me luggage(:

loves!

ox.

2008-11-26T10:15:00.002+08:00

HELLO TO YOU PEOPLE.
HAHAH.
I'm feeling high to the skies today :D
I had yet ANOTHER awesomey day (it never seems to stop!?)
With my dahhlings(:
kbox ytd.
okayy I'm starting to dislike that clementi central's kbox,
cause...I hate their attitudes.
and attitudes means alot okayy.

MY WAIST AND BACK FEELS LIKE ITS COMING APART since ytd.
mann shouldn't have danced and tried those twirls and sways.
*regret-ions*

i feel super duper free today.
this is the first time i'm spending the entire day at home since...like forever.
i feel very lazy and unproductive but oh wells(:

I'm bored.
I wanna watch wild child on fri but, guess I'll have no chance since I'll be like on the plane on fri.
I'm flying SQ-MUAHAHAH.
business-YAYYY.
okayy.
gtg pack my luggage,
my mum's screaming for me.
till th day I come back,
miss me(:

loves!
ongxin

2008-11-24T11:56:00.005+08:00

HAPPY B'DAY MEIYU!

from beveryly hills chihuahua's Chloe (pronounced chloe-eyy)
I llllllove her.
super uber-ly CUUUTE!
and she's got the most unbelievably loveliest wardrobe.
for a dog.
make that a RICH HERIESS chihuahua(:

hahah dog "party" (:

dogs having pool party.
see how LUXURIOUS can these dogs' lives

if i have a dog, HAHAH. I'll surely dress her up like crazyy.

ooohh I super love this one.
christmas suit(:
so LOVELY!

BEVERLY HILLS CHIHUAHUA!!!
I LOVED IT!
totally,unbelievably, cute.
The star of this movie is a shelter dog and was adopted from Los Angeles Animal Services.
Talk about a rags to riches story!

i super love Chloe,that uber cute chihuahua!
she's a heiress, and so she's super pampered.
she gets like spa, MAJOR SHOPPING SPREES, totally fab pool parties, grooming stuff and... uhh YOU GET THE POINT :)

oh I love the movie.
it's super wonderfully nice.
and I love CHLOE!
hhaah.
go watch it people.
you guys'll nvr regret.
mann I'm souding like some promotional dude.

KBOX tmw!
YAYY.
can imagine all the funnnn!
my holiday plans are starting to get interesting.
CAN'T WAIT (:

you know she loves you,
ongxin ♥

okayy these are the tagg replies I owed for like gazillion years

3 Nov 08
18:32
SOPHIA: OOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHH
to sophia what you trying to imply HUHHH？ hahah

5 Nov 08, 00:56
alik: hey ox i miss 208 toooooooo
5 Nov 08, 00:57
alik: anw we might be having class chalet!!!!!! sms benjiaobin if you can go HAHAHA miss ya ox 5 Nov 08, 00:59
alik: reading all the girls‘ from 208 blogs makes me wna cry once a h20ngst8r always a h20ngst8r yeah. never gna find another sportier class in nh. no more nball vball cball. all the ball. Hahah.
TO ALIKAYY yeah):

5 Nov 08, 11:07
IRENE :D: sophia extra sehxz! HAAHHA.
To irene EXACTLY. Extra mann. Hahh.

5 Nov 08, 18:34
Ziqing: heyho don't miss choir! LOL. i'm bored. www.calciumboost.blogspot.com, relink ty
To ziqing yaw okayy, hahah.

5 Nov 08, 21:08
JIAYIM(: ONGXIN!hahahs i miss you loads luh. ):
to jiayim me too ):

7 Nov 08, 08:15
homing: hey ongxin! Holidays are boring, D: no 6E gatheringggggg, miss you lots.
to homing ya la. go force darren plan. hahah. miss you too!

8 Nov 08, 20:51
wenxuanxz: wtf is tht me omg why put tht pic ): anw link me :3. LOLL
to wenxuan lalalalala~ hahah. pretty girl whatt.

15 Nov 08, 20:17
Qiu Yu: love u(: !
15 Nov 08, 20:16
Qiu Yu: hi,Ong Xin, nice blog
to qiuyu HAHAH. this's like,the one I forced you to tagg. hehhs XP

17 Nov 08, 10:49
pig: ya, hi
to pig go away. I know who you are.

17 Nov 08, 00:01
Mel: haha I'm so forced to tag. see you this sunday chio b it ch:D I can't wait to see HIS reaction XP
17 Nov 08, 19:53
Mel: can'twaitcan'twaitcan'twait
to Mel hahh yeah. CANT WAIT(: this is so keeping us in suspension mann ):

20 Nov 08, 21:39
Joanne: yo. camp-mate
23 Nov 08, 22:29
Joanne: ... yo?
23 Nov 08, 22:29
Joanne: ha ha. LOL
to joanne I GEDDIT. hah.and she yo backs.

22 Nov 08, 03:10
alicia: hey ox
to alicia hey future three-fiver(:

22 Nov 08, 14:01
lala: update la.
to lala goaway. I know you're him. you know i can check th I.P add? you're such a joke

24 Nov 08, 13:19
renchun: you know there's such a thing called links? yah.
to renchunyesss. okayy. hey our usual clique shd get together sometime again, I missed all the
crappy fun. hahah. misses!

2008-11-22T13:56:00.002+08:00

i pronounce myself dead.
serious, i'm like in love with Mandy Moore's songs!
and and you know that singer who's name starts with Wu something?
I HUM ALONG TO HIS SONGS WHEN I HEAR THEM.
and the problem is,
I KNOW HOW TO SING THEM.
kill me please.
This is the tragedy of the century!

Heroes is a load of tosh. Though I think Hiro is extremelyy cute (not his looks, his character... you get what i mean).
&& that guy who can fly! that's Jess in Gilmore Girls!
& i'm so crazyy over him - I really didn't get why Rory chose Logan over Jess.

ohh my parents found out yesterday that i am crazy.
took them long enough.
mel only took one glance at me to realise that.
my father says i've got some kind of inferiority complex because I set my picture as the wallpaper of my computer.
whateverr.
and my youngest sister keeps singing Umbrella by Rihanna.

meiyu's gonna choreograph some superb dance.
HAHH!
can't wait.

my life is a pig sty - and i'm merely a pig trotting on the runway i so imagined.

2008-11-21T10:25:00.003+08:00

went to west coast plaza ytd with my dahlingg cousins.
and I saw you.
and it felt more than just a coincidence,
it felt familiar,
when I saw you, again.
there was nothing much actually.
since many shops are still not opened.
BUTT overall it was quite fun to have a day out with my cousins(:
love them(:

1. I am Daddy god's princess.
2. I'm secure.
3. I'm a perfectionist
4. I'm not a bimbo.
5. I love shopping.
6. I love to laugh.
7. I love all colours.
8. I love to eat.
9. I'm slim.
10. I'm sleepy.

RANDOM.

2008-11-10T18:16:00.002+08:00

I bet I'll fail many subjects in sec 3.
I will.
I bet I'll be so bored in class I'll be eating sweets in no time,
BUT, I will work harder (self consolation D: )

I'm rotting away at home, doing nothing but watching TV & using com.
I needa go out.
wheeee soso looking forward to class gathering at Ben's house.
THAT, I must say, is THE ONE AND ONLY GOOD THANGG HE DID AS OUR CLASSCHAIR.

and if you can't hold on, maybe it's not time for you.

2008-11-06T12:32:00.005+08:00

everything is either just coming together or falling apart,

Suddenly I miss 208 alotalot):

Throughout this year, there were many ups and downs, for each one of us, and for the class as a whole.

Go and count how many teachers we had in total for this whole year, hehs.

But we're of course a bunch of highly adaptable people.

We're always able to adapt to the situation quickly and make the best out of the situation.

And yes, even if it's a teacher that we dislike, we'd gossip and come up with weird names for him/her as a class and joke about it.

And I guess, that's what makes us...special! :D

Of course, I'd not deny the fact that we do have some little cliques here and there, but it's inevictable in a school!

And what's the most important thing is that we're all together as one!

we did it all TOGETHER.

Because I know everyone of us CARE and LOVE this class a lot a lot.

So yes, THANKS for being such awesome people and such an awesome class.

This class and this year is really enjoyable, thank you all for colouring my life. <3

EVERYONE had a part to play in making this class a super awesome one and this year a super enjoyable one. <3

So yes, this year had already ended.

How fast.

And how we wish time would have frozen on the 24th of Oct.

But well, all good things have to come to an end.

Really, wishing y'all the best for all your studies(:

Be brave, be bold, as we all step onto a new chapter of our lives.

Never let anything put you down because you all are special and unique, in your special ways. And you guys are the best, forever and ever. <3

As we go on, we REMEMBER, all the times we, had together.

Yes, we still have the memories, we still have the contacts, we still have each other, and we'd be together, forever. <3

I love 208 FOR LIFE.

*someone, pass the tissue man.*

Your lies ain't needed.

2008-10-29T20:50:00.002+08:00

Oh dear , I am losing myself in your eyes
Feels like I'm going insane now.

HSM 3 with gang was... meaningful.
hahah.
LIKE THE PREVIOUS movie,
we were late, AGAIN.
and YOU,YOU ruined my day.
I shan't talk to you, EVER AGAIN.

♥Hm, I wanted to post something, but I can't remember what I wanted to say.
Damn, my memory's really becoming worse.

☐ maths and I'm done for this hol (:

2008-10-28T16:14:00.002+08:00

Though some things do fade away,
as quickly as the dawn breaks
But deep feelings do stay
Our class may not be very united,
Though it's one class, one spirit.
Our spirit wasn't quite there sometimes.

But no matter what,
I've had the best 2 years in my life I could ever had.
It's so hard to say goodbye.
And even though we'll be splitted up,
I'll remember 208'08 forever.

There ain't gotta be any class better.

2008-10-26T19:16:00.005+08:00

Would you just listen and please don't say a word just yet,

I'd like you to think back to the very first time we met,

How you felt around me?

The memories we shared,

And just remember that once upon a time,

you really cared.

damn.

it's not even a freaking half month and I'm missing 208 like mad already):

You were a special part of my life that I will never forget, A part of my life that broke my heart, but that I don't regret,You gave me some happy memories that I'll keep in my heart,Although sometimes I wish that you and I didn't have to part.

17 Oct 08, 16:24
belle: im i supposed to do the previous quiz? but my name isnt spelled like this ):
to belle i'm sorry I mispelt your name :D
18 Oct 08, 16:35
Sophia: HELLO still got the COOKING COMPETITiON lors XD
to SOPHIA hahah yepps
26 Oct 08, 12:30
Sophia: dun even noe y u bother to apologise lor... anyway when did u become so "poetic"? XD
to SOPHIAI don't know also. HAHAH.
18 Oct 08, 21:31
shermine:): jys 4 yr tailbone. ahaha:D
to SHERMINE thanks? hahah so cute XP
20 Oct 08, 22:37
zihui: haven't talked to you for long! HI!
to ZIHUI hahah hieess!(:
21 Oct 08, 16:52
Mellissa: link me gurl, ha ha. nice blog:D
to MELLISSAalrightts(:
25 Oct 08, 08:51
Ren Chun: hey ox rmbr me?
to RENCHUNof course you pigg. hahah. how did you find my blog..?
26 Oct 08, 18:31
IRENE :D: renchun is moronic even I rmb him O.O talk about amaze-ness.
to IRENEEXACTLY. hahah XD
26 Oct 08, 21:14
homing: okay the smiley face is weird.
26 Oct 08, 21:13
homing: hello.
to HOMINGhahah yes it is. I MISS YOU! ): hahah

2008-10-25T14:08:00.001+08:00

cherie and me
I'm sorry.

vivien alicia cherie irene me sophia shermine tianlan

[anti-clockwise]alicia jingen irene cherie ms kali me sophia

2008-10-24T19:57:00.002+08:00

I really don't want our friendship to pass us by,
But I guess it's time and time again for us to say goodbye.
I can't deny I'll miss you and you meant a lot to me.
I can deny it to your face, but in my heart it will not be.

I was clearing out all my stuff.
And I happened to read the diaries I wrote long long ago.
when I was about primary 4.
I missed those days;
where I didn't know anything,
and I didn't have any troubles,
and everything was a fairytale.
It's kind of nice, to re-read your old diaries and remember the old times.
How I wish,
time hadn't passed so fast.
If I had a chance to do live my life all over again,
I would not do that to you,
again.

Once upon a time I believed in fairytales,
I thought happily ever after came true,
Everything began in a land far, far away,
And everything ended better than it began.

Once upon a sunny day,
I used to waste my time,
Laying back and thinking up,
Stories I could tell.

Once upon a stormy night,
I was told the rain was angels' tears,
The thunder was devils' wails,
But that it would all stop real soon.

Once upon a time I believed in fairytales,
And that long, long, long ago,
Knights would fight a flying dragon,
To save a damsel in distress.

Not just too long ago I started disbelieving fairytales,
I learned happily ever after would never come,
That not everything happened far, far away,
And that not all things end better than they begin.

Not just tonight it was storming,
And I learned the rain wasn't angels crying,
And I found out the thunder wasn't devils wailing,
And the storm didn't stop for a really long time.

Not just too long ago I started disbelieving fairytales,
And I learned that long, long, long ago,
Knights never fought fire-breathing dragons,
To save a damsel in distress.

Not too long ago I started disbelieving fairytales,
Because I'm a lot smarter now,
But I just want to go back to my,
Once upon a time.

withlove,
ONGXIN

2008-10-20T08:23:00.003+08:00

it has been slightly surreal of late.

we've had so many lasts this week that i'm starting to wonder when will be the last last...

today seemed super short and somehow, time passed damn quickly...

it was the last OFFICIAL day for h20ngst8rs ):

and I had funn at the s'pore biennale thingg(:

It's damn interesting and nice:D

but like, in the end our dismissal time was DRAGGED BACK BY LIKE, FORTY MINUTES PLUS.

how great.

andandand we FINALLY got one nice class photo just now.

hahah.

it was really great being part of this class with endless fun.

I'll never forget those happy and crazyy times we once shared altogether(:

2 years of being classmates, apparently wasn't enough for me.

i'll miss everyone D:

thank you guys for making these 2 years ultra-fab and unbelievably wonderful.

I'll miss you all):

those memories;

once remembered, never forgotten,

h20ngst8rs

2008-10-17T19:14:00.004+08:00

I felt like I was in a different dimension.
A place where things that happen are beyond my utmost imagination.
I am just feeling so tired now.
I can't think.
And I don't wish to either.
But I can't stop thinking.
I really can't.
Standing on the peak of the mountain, screaming and expecting to hear something in return.
I heard it.
The echo of my own voice.
That is exactly my feelings right now.
Sometimes, I do wonder.
I really do.

h20ngst8rs formal(:

h20ngst8rs fun shot. hahah

sigh.
another day closer to being a sec 3 ):
but, another day closer to inline skating thinggy too.
hahah.
today sophia came back from camp.
yesss she did.
Hahah.
and all th camp people were like telling us about the camp.
And the most significant part was the TOILET part.
then they were all talking about how disgusting and EEEWW the toilet was.
HAHAH.
mann I got my results back.
kinda' disappointd for science, AGAIN.

no A1s at all.
well, xcept for the ACC crappy thingg.
but that ain't counted rightt?
it was an open-book test after all ._.
my maths superrr careless.
damn disappointed.
we sat for another FOUR FREAKING hours in hall today againn.
but it was not as bad as thurs, cause I ran all around throughout the four hours.
hahah.
so my ass doesn't ache.
this sucks, I tell you,
the WHOLE SEC 2 being in the hall receicing our papers.
I rather have it in class.
and the post-examinations activities are like... uhm, "damn nice".
we'll be going to the s'pore biennale nxt thurs.
fyi, that's some art exhibition thinggy.
how cool is that ._.
MAYBE it'll be nice.
*pray*pray*pray*
mann I'll veryveryly miss twoeight nxt yr ):

2008-10-16T18:35:00.005+08:00

There's always gonna be that one thing you wish for but never get.
That one mistake you can never take back.
And most of all, that one memory you would do anything for, just to have it again.

this is my 101th post.
I know that this is nothin.
I know I am over-reacting.
I know you all have many more posts.
I know I am damn cranky right now.
But I just can't help it.

sch was SUPERLY boringg.
I was thinkin th NHHS might as well bring forward the last day of the sch.
Hahh.
Class was dead different with so many people gone to the camp.
And I've just realised, maybe I'm missing Sophia a teeeee-weeny bit more than I thought I would.
Sighs.
Come back, Sophia.
I need your super cranky attitude to keep me awake in school.
Hahah):

since I'm in sucha' stupid mood, I shall do this quiz tagged by Mellisa like gazillion tons of years ago XP

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets?
like, DUH?

2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
hmmms, hahah guess not.

3. Do you enjoy going to sch?
sometimes. when there are mega-exciting stuff on:D Hahah.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
SHOPPSHOPPSHOPP. thatt's righttt.

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
if it's a guy, hey, MAYBE!

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
loving someone..(:

7. List out your 15 favourite songs:
awh I hate this. PLUS the 15 songs change ALL THE TIME.
but anyways, SINCE I'M NICE,
7 things
check yes juliet
too cool [I know, it's bitchy]
Disturbia
shake it!!!
Tell me something I don't know
pocketfull of sunshine
this is me
lovebug HAHAH
crush
make you mine
drive
stop and stare
no air
fall for you
ps: in NO order. hahh.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
hmmms I won't give up that easily (: hahah

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
yes. but I'm keeping it HUSH.

10. What takes you down the fastest?
betrayals, and FAKERS. ugh!

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
10 years older. hahh XP

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
mann, listing again?!?!?!
alrightt, many people, not forgetting Jesus, my clique, family, uhhhmm, just manymany people okayye... :D

13. What kind of the person do you think the person tagged you is?
my crazyy church-gf, MELLISSA BITCHPARTNER hahah <3

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
uhhh if I have to choose, of course rich and single, but I wanna be rich and married :D Hahah

15. What is your favourite colour?
white and sky blue <3>

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
definitely.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
depends. most probably th better looking one and also not forgetting must have the better personality, hehehs.

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
I"LL TRY TO :D

19. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
single. trust me, it's soso much more nicer.

20. 5 people I have tagged:
1) IRENE AGAINNN. hahah
2) cherie
3) Mei Yu
4) I'm gonna sabo PEARLIE

that's it, people.
Love me(:
toodles~

2008-10-15T12:40:00.003+08:00

why is it that I always have this tendency to fall in love

guess what?
this is officially my 100th post!!!
yayy me! didn't think I'll survived till th 100th post.
hahahh.

QUIZ(:
♥People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
♥Tag 10 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.
These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
♥ Continue this game by sending it to other people.
People tagged: muaahhahahh
♥IRENE NG
♥SOPHIA WEE
♥RACHEL NG
♥Cheng Yee
♥CHARMAINE LIM
♥Charmainn
♥Crystabelle
♥Cherie
♥Alicia

[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.[and white even faster]
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.[like those super cool shade of brown]
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.[VERY]
[ ] I have/I've had braces
[ ] I wear glasses.[WORE]
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.
[ ] I hate my dad.
[ ] I hate my mom.
[ ] I have a brother
[x] I have a sister.
[ ] I've sworn at my parents
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.[I WISH I HAVE(: ]
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
[x] I'm in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.[during holidays!]
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry[cause its wayyy too sweet awww]
[ ] I've peed from laughing.[EEEW! GROSS.]
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.[horrible trauma]
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctors office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.[who doesn't?]
[ ] I was born in a different country.
[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day. [how far is that]
[x] I've flied business class. [I YEARNING FOR th SIA suites hahah ): ]
[x] I've been to New Zealand
[x] I've been to America
[x] I've been to Niagara Falls.[B.O.R.I.N.G.]
[x] I've been to Japan.
[x] I've been to Hollywood
[x] I've been to Disneyland
[x] I've been to Australia
[x] I've been to more than 5 countries
[ ] I've seen a shooting star.[i WANT TO(: ]
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star.[I WISH TO]
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower[I HOPE TO, hahah]
[ ] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.that's like so unglam, hahah]
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I've been to tha Las Vegas Casino
[ ] I've been skydiving.[OMG I HAVE A PHOBIA FOR THIS]
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle. [primary school version which isnt much]
[x] I've drank a whole carton of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.[cool.]
[x] I've been Skiing
[x] I've been in a play
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.[LOVED IT]
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.[simply for fun]
[ ] I've played chicken .[huh...?]
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show[i totally can't take horror stuffs]
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[x] I've done snowboarding.
[x] I'm single.
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[x] I've been the dumper more than the dumpee.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.[celebs. hahah]
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't. [this got me into deep shit]
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
[ ] I'm gay.
[ ] I've had sex.
[ ] I've had phone sex
[ ] I've had sex in public
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher
[x] I am a cuddler. [uhm i don't know but i enjoy hugging things(: ]
[x] I've been kissed on the face.
[ ] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.[way too easy]
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[ ] I've cheated on a test.
[x] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime
[ ] I've been in a fist fight[only butt fights hahah]
[ ] I've been arrested.
[x] I've consumed wine.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed.
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.[like strepsils? yeah]
[ ] I can't swallow pills.[I SO PREFER THEM TO SYRUP, syrups make me gag]
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[ ] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic [some think I am]
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[ ] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I've woken up crying.
[x] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide. [counting wrist slashes?]
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[x] I own a plushie of my fave character from anything.
[ ] I own a cosplay outfit.[ew.]
[x] I know what cosplay means.
[x] I own multiple designer clothes, costing over $100 a piece
[x] I own something from Guess.
[x] I own something from D.K.N.Y.
[x] I own something from ESPRIT.
[x] I own something from Gap. [love them(: ]
[x] I own something from LEVI's.
[x] I own a golf set.
[x] I can sing well.[hahah, I HOPE]
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.[depends]
[x] I watch the news[just sometimes]
[ ] I don't kill bugs.[who doesn't?!?]
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I sing in the shower.[oh, and the sound effect's REALLY good in the shower. HAHH[
[x] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[x] I am a sports fanatic.[TOTALLY]
[x] I twirl my hair.
[x] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[x] I love being neat.
[x] I love Spam.
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day. [pure madness]
[x] I bake well. [cookies! <3]>"can't wait" to get back to sch tmw(:

2008-10-14T09:43:00.004+08:00

“Sometimes when you’re young, you think nothing can hurt you; it’s like being invincible. Your whole life is ahead of you when you have big plans; big plans to find your perfect match, the one who completes you. But as you get older, you realise it’s not always that easy.
It’s not until the end of your life that the plans you made were simply plans. Because at the end, we’re looking back instead of looking forward; you want to believe in the most of what life gave you, you want to believe that you’re leaving something good behind, you want it all to be mattered.

ytd school was madd.
they made the poor sec twos sit in the hall for a total freaking four hours,
and my ass was breaking apart after that, I tell you.

and ytd we had this student planning day,
HAHH we played Lydia's guitar.
FANTABULOUS.
Irene played th four chords on the guitar and sang this is me along.
VERY NICE(:
omgggg I'm so gonna learn guitar.
RAWH.
so freaking funn!

then ytd after school my dad brought me to "ARTSingapore" fair.
it turned out to be, well, umm
quite interesting and...meaningful.
yes i said meaningful.
and the food in the lounge was uber yummm(:
hahah.

and I'm sorry about my blog links part
cause when I was editing this new template I sorta' lost all my links.
so, forgiveness, people!
Gimmie a few more days I pwomise I'll "re-post" all th links back(:

my mum's nagging me to clear away all my sec 2 stuff >.< style="BACKGROUND: #66ccff">
to Rachelhey sorry lurhs(: hahah cause' I lost all my links when I changed new blogskin. I'll relink you ASAP yea(: LOVES!(:
to belleyays hahah (:
to CHENGyeeTOTALLY. we should totally get together someday(: I miss our hyper-crazynesss. HAHAHH love you gurl(:
to Charmainnyayyays. hahah(:
to homingeverything can't be any better. exams are over. how are your exams too? takecare lots(: missed you like hell.
to IRENEyess. hahah. loves(:

You Follow Your Heart

You're romantic, sentimental, and emotional.

You tend to fall in (and out of) love very quickly.

Some may call you fickle, but you can't help where your emotions take you.

You've definitely broken a few hearts, but you're not a heartbreaker by nature.

Your intentions are always good, even if they change with the wind

2008-10-12T18:25:00.006+08:00

I dont know what I want
So dont ask me
Cause I'm still trying to figure it out
Don't know what's down this road
I'm just walking trying to see through the rain coming down
Even though I'm not the only one who feels the way I do

HI!(:
OMG.I just watched the latest ep. of Ugly Betty
And it's so, The Devil Wears Prada!
Seriously!
Like, Wilhelmina is like, Miranda Priestly
And Betty is like, Andy Sachs
And Marc is like, Emily.

went church with "darl" cousin today.
it was fantabulous.
and super hilarious.
but there was this guest speaker,
and unfortunately, he was a 'tee-weeny' boring.
lunched at donut factory.
oh, you know their donut set meal?
don't ever order their HOT LATTE.
It's evil, I tell you.
cos' it scalded my tongue and it hurttt.

and like after gazillionities,
I've FINALLY changed my skin.
i think its prettayy.
hahah.
& cause I lost my previous skin template, I had to re-type everything in...
It almost killed me.
Now my eyes are like superrr tired.
but its a great accomplishment, uh-huh..

It has been a meaningful day...?
hahah.
I love you all.
love me back, people!
&, god bless <3>Do you have ANY IDEA how i felt when you said that;
do you..?

to sinyee its okayy. loves! (:
to wenxuan HAHAH I'm like superr lazy. but i'll promise to, soon okayy (: love you(:
to homing hahah okayy sure...son XP
to lionel hi(:
to Jinsuilike DUH! how will i forget such a "nice" friend like you? hahah
to cindy sure (:
to chungyan OMG chungyan(: how are you? I miss you like tonns and gazillionly!): when are you coming back, I AM SOSO MISSING YOU LIKE MAD):
and sorry for replying you like so late.
I was on mugging for exams. LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT, GURL!
to ziqing hahah sure(:

2008-10-10T21:37:00.006+08:00

Argh.
Exams are indeed taking its toll on me.
Information that would most probably have never made it into my head are all of a sudden cramming in.
It's as if they became sentinel and decided that a full-scale attack on me would be the best option.

EOYS ARE OVERRR haha don't blame me for being slow, sudden occurences that eoys are over make me happy. haha all of us were like staring at the clock smiling :D
house bunny with SOPHIAIRENEHERMINE was funnily retarded but kinda over-horny for a PG rated movie[who cares? hahah].
Playboy bunny in a sorority? Yeah.

its only half a day of freedom and im bored, hahha having nothing to do isnt THAT fun.
I've been wishing like super madly for EOYs to be over, but now that they're over, in fact, I don't have anything to mugg or do.
It's such a not nice feeling to be bored:)

THINGS TO DO:
1.GO OUT
2.GO OUT
3.GO OUT
4.GO OUT
5.GO OUT

interesting huh?!
hahah.

RAWH!
I think this month might've been the most crazyy month of my life.
I've had so manymany hyperventilation moments.
Hahah.
AND, I'm so gonna post like everyday now!
So,
LOVE ME (:
[I know YOU do XP]

; off to shopp

2008-10-06T20:53:00.002+08:00

Deep in my heart I'm concealing things that I'm longing to say. Scared to confess what I'm feeling - frightened you'll slip away.

I'm soso screwed.
I always end up screwing everything.
but I seriously don't know what I really feel.
i know,
daaammnn.
EOYs are killing me, ugh.
oh, right.
and i STILL HAVEN'T EVEN STARTED ON MY SCIENCE REVISION WHICH IS THREE DAYS AWAYY, my art EOY preparation hmwk, not even halfway through my elit revision, and the nightmare goes on and on.
Godblessme.

OMG I'm so so gonna play basketball tomorrow-AGAIN!
yay me.
hahah. okayy, with basketball, who gives a damn for EOYS?!?
hahah fine, a LEETTLE basketball won't hurt :D
wish me luck, people.
I'll need it.

LOVES!
oh and btw, i post my new blog's link nxt post (:

2008-08-22T19:38:00.005+08:00

wherever I go,
will you wait for me?
you will... right?

everyone's reading this.

OMG volleyball!!!!!!
this volleyball craze.
why freaking Nan Hua don't have volleyball.
UGH.
Nvm.
Yay I love my history.
Screw my maths and physics ._.
OMGOMG can't wait for Monday RECESS...
volleyball!
hahah.
fine.
I. SHALL. STOP. CRAZYING.
gotta build up my stamina):
maybe too long nvr run, stamina deprove?
I just felt that when I ran today like no energy alr.
I love muesli bars.
Grandola bars too (:
I'm crazy.
Damn hyper now.
Whee.
Just changed my blogskin.

LIke FINALLY.
somehow the previewed one looks nicer.
OH wells.
I hate my stupid knee.
Now I can't dive to save the volleyball ):
spent my whole afternoon in front of the TV.
Olympics beach volleyball [man] was DAMN EXCITING!!!

OMG.
I've MUST PLAY VOLLEYBALL. NOW.
rawr.
crazily addicted.
Hahahs.
~ciao

LOVE ME!

2008-08-17T09:13:00.005+08:00

I'm sorry.

I seriously need some time.

I mean its not like I can just conjure an answer for you in like what, an hour or so?!?
Maybe, just maybe.

This is starting to irritate me.

Maybe, I shouldn't have even...
I shouldn't have known you.

I know this is terribly unfair for you.

You did nothing wrong.

Sorry if you think I am a coward for escaping, but I just can't help it.

It's just old insecurities speaking.

I just need some time to sort out the confusion in my head.

i still love you;

I think.

2008-07-10T12:20:00.000+08:00

I SHALL CHANGE MY BLOG URL AND GET A NEW BLOG RIGHT AFTER THE CHINESE CAMP.
I promise.
and I shall NOT speak to qinsi EVER AGAIN.
I've SWORN not to.
stupid pig.

looking for a blogskin now.
dozed off in betwwen lessons today morning (:
couldn't help it.
I slept at one last night and woke up at 5.30 this morning.
hahah.
caus me and sophia bunked together last night :D
so we kept dragging on and on about things.
LOVE YOU guys.
ciao.

2008-06-16T15:57:00.003+08:00

oh squeals!

i saw an artist's impression today!

and as i saw those fluffy silk waves play along the wall from the glass pane above i couldn't help but wonder if life was meant to be that peaceful.

i wish i could sit on such a landing step in reality and actually see the way the sun bends, and see the way the sun curves around aqua and plays with the water reflections shining from above and i wondered whether i could catch it all or at the very least capture it in my palm then heart and i wondered and wondered and wondered myself dreamy.

well, today has been a myriad of colours as i saw my little painted windmill spin and spin and continue spinning.

10 facts about myself:

1. I crash into walls a lot.

And the worst part is I actually *see* the walls beforehand.

2. I am proud to say I'm a Christian.

3. I walk into swimming pools on accident. And when I did the last time, MY PHONE SURVIVED. HAHAHAHAHA. Yay for hair-dryers =X

4. I quite dread death. PUHLEASE. who doesn't?

5. I have a pathological fear of clowns and porcelain dolls.

6. I love BABY PUPPIES too much.

7. It takes ages for me to swallow pills. I fear I'll choke and die.

8. I go on chocolate highs, and at times it makes me look like I'm some hyper freak.

9. I talk at a speed of 1234567890987654321 words per minute when I'm nervous.

10. I cannot tell people I'm unhappy much. It makes me feel guilty. So I always either hint, or just pretend everything is alright and continue smiling.

Okay. And now I'm supposed to tag 20 people, so in no particular order,

1) Mei Yu

2) Alicia

3) Irene

4) Cherie

5) Lihui [church]

6) Melissa [church]

7) Joy

8) KH!

9) Jing Ying

10) Jing En

11) Sam

12) Angelina

13) Junkfood

14) pigg?

15) Nicoleee

16) Kelly [church]

17) Julia [tuition]

18) Sophia

19) Swee Joo

20) Joey

~ I thought I'll never reach twenty (:

How did you meet 14?[Pigg]

~School. (:

What would you do if you've never met 1?[Mei Yu]

~I would have been missing out on a lot. like she's my cousin anyways.

What if 9 and 20 dated?[Jing Ying and Joey]

~ Uhhh well... Joey is... *smiles*

Will 6 and 17 date?[Melissa and Julia]

~GOSH they're so totally STRANGERS

Describe 3.[Irene]

~No description of a person can be 100%accurate, but all I can say is that she's who she is, a person with flaws and strengths, but to me, she's still my sweet friend and that's what counts. (:

Describe 7.[Joy]

~ bubbly sporty. nice and well, netballer.

Do you know any of 12's family members?[Angelina]
~SHE'S MY SIS ._.

What would you do if 18 confesses to you that he/she likes you?[Sophia]
O.o GAH! major crisis. impossible, I don't wanna become a les!

Who is 9 going out with?[JingYing]
~her bf ._.

When was the last time you spoke with 13?[Junkfood]
~On his b'day. Hahahs.

Who is 2's favourite band/singer?[Alicia]
~Ehhh Rihanna?!?

Would you ever date 4?[Cherie]
~dude, she's a GIRL FOR GOD'S SAKE

Would you ever date 1?[Mei Yu]
~I love her to bits and pieces but no.

Is 19 single?[SweeJoo]
~Well... :D

Would you ever be in a relationship with 11?[Sam]
~uhhh QUITE IMPOSSIBLE (:

school of 3? [Irene]
~NHHS

favourite thing of 5?[LiHui]
~No doubt ME! :D hahha

Have you ever seen 2 naked?[Alicia]
~NUTZO, WTH.

*whacks quiz* BAD QUIZ!
okay I'm done. yeeeeeeeeeeeeeuwrcks!

2008-06-13T07:38:00.005+08:00

jingen jingying me (:

me jingen jingying! x3

BIGBIG jingen, small jingying and me. hahah

sorry this is a lil blurry.
caus it's a smaller print.

jingen me jingying x333

jingen flying in space.
me ummm.... sitting on air.

this is blurry too.

jingying! jingen! me! <333

me and jingen.

GAH watermelon mouth xD

me jingen jingying went to do project at je library ytd.

so after that we took neoprints (:

we didn't do much anyways.

just gaming with my laptop hahah (:

its TODAY!

I'm goin out with my cousins.

orchard spree.

yays.

but first I'm gonna buy fbts.

gosh.

gtg!
CIAO. and loves.

2008-06-09T13:42:00.002+08:00

Tangled

Crossing lines after lines of uncompleted verses
I write this without thinking how it closes
Hugging the idea my bittersweet sorrows
Will be let known in invisible tomorrows

A quick period of honeyed exchanges
To different forms of close embraces
An umbrella, were you in a stormy weather
So thought, a strong comfy shoulder

To me, an unlit candle described you and i
Sat on the friends forever, like it won't be soon before we realise
Selfish intentions, made a confidante a lover
Crushed an obsessor into a brother

One day it came too late to apologise
Soon you made walking away a sufficient suffice
Though the rain stopped when tears left these eyes dry
There's still a hanging cloud, screaming a final cry

Backspacing lines after lines of open chatboxes
Naive to think i could revive withered roses
With sprinkled love, a replacement to goodbye
Tangled hearts, a key in the lie

A myriad of angry vengeful glances
As if a final word to second chances
Secretly, we both know, in this masquerade
Our undying love, never did, never will, fade

In such a circumstance
Where we're bleeding from an open cut
Tell me that you too
Feel yourself tangled up

okayy, well about the fishing part yesterday,
it was better than I had expected anyways.
I thought we'll be like sitting on the [eeeww] dirty muddy ground,
waiting for hours,
just for A FISH.
but instead we went fishing for prawns.
on chairs.
but it isn't any easier than fishing fishes.

after what which felt like hours,
I've only caught one, pathetic prawn.
bravo.
I simply can't take the complexity of fishing :D

I Just Don't Love You No More is stuck in my head. Along with Footprints In The Sand. For a very very basic reason. it's freaky that when i bought the lily today, i didn't feel happy like how i always do when i have a lily in my hands. i shall try strawberries tomorrow.

this is seriously and simply one random post.
love me!

later~

2008-06-08T16:26:00.004+08:00

Went Paragon yesterday with Mummy and irritating little gurl.
gosh I so love it.
bought loads and tons of clothes.
I SWEAR TO GO SHOPPING ANOTHER DAY AGAINN.

SHOPPING RULES!

Fishing later with Charmaine.
I know.
Raise your eyebrows and stuff, but.
that's reality.
So I'll have to make this fast.

I got to buck up for Term 3.
No more last minute studying.
No more doing homework at last minute.
My results must be really satisfactory for the oncoming term, or else I'll die of failure.
What I meant by satisfactory, is all subjects must be at least B3 and above, with at least 4 subjects either A1 or A2.
Last thing, I have to make a choice for my streaming subjects by the time holidays end.
Help?

"adults like it kids like it and so the happy world of haribo"
and that's exactly the sentence that's staring me in the face at the moment, as i'm eating some strange sour string gummy thing.
i wish everything was that simple, with clear-drawn links instead of complicated international boundaries, complicated situations and complicated pasttimes and conversations.
i hate how everything has to make sense, everything has arrows that link out of it a thousand times over and eventually a gazillion lightyears later you're back to square one and the same problem and you wonder why you're always thinking and why you really have to think.
the world keeps moving and we keep moving it and maybe we move too fast, all just to get back to square one so what's the point-and in conclusion
i love rainbow ponies and shiny orange butterflies
*innocent smile*
*bounces around gleefully*

RAWWRRR, i love you!
& ; sorry for neglecting you.
I mean I was really busy for these few days.
many many gatherings and stuffs.
I know you'll understand (:

you know she loves you ;

2008-06-03T13:22:00.002+08:00

take a deep breath... exhale. i need yoga now, i'm so annoyed.

anyway because of an outburst of frustration, i tore my artwork.
i so regret it, now i have to redraw and repaint.
ugh, just what I need.
it isn't rewarding to be angry.
just have to remedy the situation which is what i'm going to do now.
i'm gonna show her how wrong she is about me.
challenge your enemies, only not in a physical sense.
prove her wrong.

p/s: i just wonder why mothers put their daughters down like this.
aren't daughters supposed to be a reflection of whoever they are?
she thinks it is not safe for me to go escape for the class outing.
ugh.
sometimes I really wish she can disappear for a while sometimes.
ugh, parents.

decided to complete this.

SEVEN THINGS THAT SCARE ME :
~ surprises
~ my EVERY SINGLE science paper. seriously
~ sudden overwhelming feeling of losing him
~ competing for individual competitions
~ being solo on stage. I"LL FREAK OUT.

SEVEN THINGS I ADORE:
~ this firm reassurance that God is forever there
~ surprises (even though i'm scared of it)
~ presents and hugs :)
~ giving out-of-the-box presents to others
~ secret stuffs

SEVEN IMPORTANT THINGS IN MY ROOM :
~ my noisy, irritating sister
~ soft toys [my mother is like the serial soft-toy murderer]
~ handphone [it won't be a good to have your parents navigating through your phone]
~ I CAN'T LIVE W'OUT MY CLOTHES
~ air conditioner :D

RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME :
~ I wasn't like this until last year
~ I started loving the sun and bball and stuff only last yr
~ I laugh at nothing at all
~ I hate brokened promises
~ I love presents alot. seriously.
~ I find being rich is a really pathetic thing.
~ I hate crying. alot.

SEVEN THINGS I PLAN TO DO BEFORE I DIE :
~ fall in love
~ hmmmms live in a bungalow sheesh.
~ mega-duper shopping spree
~ make sure I die peacefully without pain
~ go to New York, London, L.A again, San Fransisco,Chicago blahblah.
~ love everyone I once knew
~ get famous

SEVEN THINGS I CAN DO :
~ shop for duper long time
~ run
~ play golf
~ be patient while doing a mani/pedi
~ hate someone really badly
~ be absolutely angelic
~ nothing's beyond me

SEVEN THINGS I CAN'T DO :
~ decide
~ hide my tears
~ I find it hard to reject people
~ I find it super embarrasing making a clown out of myself in public
~ not to sleep during speeches
~ eat fatty foods BLEACH!
~ watch a horror movie

SEVEN THINGS THAT ATTRACT ME TO THE OPPOSITE SEX :
~ sincerity
~ makes me laugh
~ faithfulness
~ at least QUITE gd looking
~ to love me for who I am, not who he wants me to be
~ sweetness
~ caring

SEVEN THINGS I SAY THE MOST :
~ uhhh...?
~ EXACTLY
~ shut up!
~ hahah very funny.
~ DUH
~ oh my god
~ orh okayy.

this is a very self-reflecting exercise. (:
CIAO

2008-06-01T09:44:00.002+08:00

But you came
and you changed my whole life
I'm somewhere I've never been before
And now I see
What the word love really means ;

Uhhuh, multi-tasking.

My dad's gonna so kill me for painting my nails in his room (:
The room stinks !
Was just so bored, so decided to start painting my nails.
I can't ever seem to get my right fingers done nicely.
I'm gonna set the fan to high speed & open all the windows.

Mission to finish all my work within the first week - failed, miserably.
I kind of expected it, but yeaaa (: I can't be bothered !
It's like still gazillionity to the day where I'll FINALLY go out with my cousins.
dear June 13th, you'd better SPEED UP
Haven’t been updating recently , shall make sure this post turns out very lengthyy to make up for it alright :D
I'm so desperate for a new blogskin.
this one simply bores me to death.

I WANNA GO OUTTT.
3rd June :D
I feel reluctant to go back to school during this marvellous June.
why don't the schools simply close down then?
UGH
CIAO.
} away to find blogskins

2008-05-28T08:00:00.002+08:00

uh-huh.

that's it.

I've decided to stop preaching random stuffs in my posts.

just...nothing.

Dear Ong Xin,

Stop freaking out,

silly one.

Everything is going to be alright.

You will not fumble and will be fine.

Breathe, freeze, the world is still beautful.

We all have moments where we're just too tired.
and yesterday's vj was really tiring,
but we had absolute fun.
totally.
but somehow I think I look super wierd on the video cam.
with the mike and all.
I guess that's just ain't me.
if someday you wanna go little india,
my advice,
bring something to cover your nose.
the incense smell was really umbearable.
hate it.

I love the roti prata <3
it's been ages since my last one.
the cheese one was super-licious.
there were some mean guys who didn't want to be interviewed.
sheesh.
thanks alot for the help.

basically we simply roamed about little india like crazy people.
and that people think I'm some wierd children holding a mike all about.
hahah.
P.A.T.H.E.T.I.C.

and there was this really wierd snack shop guy who we've first interviewed :
me : umm sorry uncle, but can we interview you?
indian uncle : why sure!
me : Cherie start recording.
me : so... uncle. what food do you think is a MUST-TRY when we come to little India?
indian uncle : uhh [points to HIS STALL] everrri-thingg laaa [in a wierd Indian accent]
me : uhhh, yes, uncle, of course. but which one is the BEST?
indian uncle : everrri-thingg laaa then starts introducing all the food one by one in ALIEN LANGUAGE
------after what seemed an eternity...------
me : okay thank you, uncle [can't wait to RUN away frm this wierdo]
cherie : OX you understand what he talking about?
me : uhhhh no.
GREAT.
and there was this statue with this big tummy.
me and alicia argued that whether people who touch it's stomach is for good luck or for pregnancy.
in the end we decided to skip that part anyway.

so that's about it.
CIAO

2008-05-26T09:09:00.003+08:00

i think being busy has affected my temper greatly.
i don't want to grow up anymore.

wouldn't it be wonderful if all my dreams came true;
my plans were perfectly laid out and executed;
and every goal I set met my target?

what if everything I wanted to do came to pass
and all the things I hoped for happened?

I feel worthless.
I always think that I'm not important.
We all feel like worthless nobodies at certain points of our life.
It's when we all start to act like worthless nobodies that our present and future suffer.

yesterday's worship WAS INDEED a blast. no off key, no off tune, except abit off time. but we were considered great as we ONLY had one practise. yayness! i feel so happy/contented! God was with us the whole time, i guess.

you know, i gotta learn how to face up to reality sometimes
dreams are too good to be true.

QUIZ :D

1. {x} You have choked on your water before.

2. {x} You have tripped down the stairs before.

3. {x} You have walked into a door.

4. {x} You have pushed a door the wrong way.

5. {x} You have walked into a wall.

6. {x} You have fallen going UP the stairs...
uhhh that's was caus I was running up

7. {x} You have jumped off something.

8. {x} You have been shocked.

9. { } You have put metal/aluminum in the microwave/oven.

10. { } Right after a commercial comes on you have forgotten the show you were watching.

11. {x} You have forgotten something that someone said.

12. { } Your friends/family call you blond.

13. { } You barely ever understand stuff/ jokes, or it takes a long time to figure them out.

14. {x} You have been bleeding and not even noticed it.

15. {x} You've worn something backwards/ in side out the whole day without knowing.

16. { } You have stuck a knife in a toaster before.

17. {x} You have played with fire.

18. { } You have burned something because you forgot about it.

19. {x} You've burned yourself on a flat iron/curling iron.

20. {x} You had to write this down or use a calculator or use your fingers to figure out your answer.

Add up your points after you finish this, multiply by 5.

I'm 70% retarded.

{x} I love at least one shade of pink.

{x} I don't like being messy.

{x} My belongings are organized. (LIKE wow!)

{ } I don't like rock music.

{x} I like wearing accessories.

{x} Bright colors amaze me.

{ } I hate black.

{ } I go to the saloon once a week.

{x} I comb my hair almost all the time.

{x} I bring my phone with me everywhere.

Add up all your marks and multiply it by 10. I am 70% girly.(I KNEW IT)

{ } I wear baggy pants. [eeeeew hate em']

{ } I play video games.

{x} I listen to boy bands like My Chemical Romance, Yellowcard, Switch foot, etc.

{ } I like wearing jackets with hoods.

{x} I'm too lazy to do chores. [they're hell]

{ } I don't like shopping. [utter rubbish]

{ } I like to go bungee jumping.

{ } I like being sweaty. [gross sticky feeling. noway]

{ } I'm a big fan of marvel heroes. [who?]

{x} I barely wear perfume. [they smell wierd AND make you smell wierd too]

Add up all your marks and multiply it by 10.

I am 40% boyish.

{ } I always carry a pen in my purse or pocket.

{ } I enjoy studying. [depends on my mood and subject]

{ } I wear glasses.

{ } I'm a straight-A student. [how I WISH]

{ } I've never skipped any class in my whole life. [like real]

{ } I like my shirt tucked in. [gosh the only person who likes neatly tucked shirts is clinton]

{ } My favorite subject is Science.

{x} I enjoy reading books.

{ } My assignments are passed up on time. [when you see a blue moon]

{ } I correct people with their grammar. [I don't]

Add up all your marks and multiply it by 10.

I am 10% nerdy [hahah]

{x} I love the color black.

{ } I always sit at the corner.

{x} One side of my hair is covering one of my eyes.

{ } I like listening to metal rock music.

{x} I have a lot of problems in my life.

{ } I'm not much of a loud person.

{ } I don't talk much.

{ } I don't have that much friends.

{ } I barely have fun.

{ } I barely go out with my folks or friends.

Add up all your marks and multiply it by 10.

I am 30% emo.

{ } I am open to my parents. [nah]

{x} I sleep with a stuff toy.

{x} I watch cartoons.

{x} I don't like watching horror movies. [OMG I HATE THEM. I'll get horrible nightmares]

{ } I sleep with a night light.

{ } My parents are the ones who choose my outfit. [I rather my GUY cousin choose mann]

{ } I'm scared of roller coasters. [I just need to hug someone when I sit it]

{x} I like being with my family relatives.

{x} I take bubble baths.

{ } I've ran around the house in my underwear.

Add up all your marks and multiply it by 10.

I am 60% childish.

{x} A lot of people adore me. [as gd frens :)]

{x} I hang out with the coolest crew at school.

{x} My parents are loaded.

{x} I get everything I want.

{x} I don't wear the same outfit twice.

{x} I always have the latest gadgets.

{x} I'm updated to the latest gossips.

{x} I don't like people blocking my way.

{x} I have a lot of friends.

{x} A lot of people look to me.Add up all your marks and multiply it by 10.

I am 100% Social. [like OMG]

CIAO

2008-05-21T18:45:00.003+08:00

} Christopher Robin: You're next, Tigger. Jump!

Tigger: Jump? Tiggers don't jump. They bounce.

Winnie the Pooh: Then bounce down.

Tigger: Don't be "ridiccorous". Tiggers only bounce up! ;

Aw . *melts in cuteness* :D

My weekends has been *yawns* seriously very very boring O:

Omg , I can't believe I practically slacked the whole weekends away :/

Finished math tuition homework on Friday night , slacked throughout the rest of the weekends :D

Haven't really started on hol hmwk given today GEEEZ, who does?

and today was only the SECOND LAST DAY OF SCH pffftt, and we already got TWO WHOLE FAT CHUNKS OF WKSHTS to do.

holiday hmwk, I mean.

G.R.E.A.T :]

Well , this just means that I've already got someth to do during the June holidays , :D

Omg , I wanna go shoppppppp [:

Hehes and ~~go out too~~.

and I've lost like gazillion-ITY of brain cells already,

thanks to that "undo-able math test" which was so freakin hard.

we had like less than an hour to complete that darn paper.

and guess what?

my mind BLANKED out durin the test :]

you're right, it's just a matter of flunking earlier.

GAWSH.

1 day countdown till..

[ ] no more stupid alarms in the super beautiful mornin where you can sleep till whatsoever time

[ ] super duper shopping spreeeeees :] ohmygawd

[ ] no more attire checks in the mornin where I get caught for my damnit ankle-socks like, everyday?

[ ] no more B.Lim preaching her stuff to us in the morning.

[ ] no more homeworks

[ ] I'll have EVERY SINGLE DAY OF THAT WONDERFUL HOLIDAY TO MYSELF, yes.

JUNE HOLIDAYS, you better be marvelous

Ciao.

2008-05-19T13:41:00.002+08:00

Jesus loves me, this I know, for the Bible tells me so.

Alternative: Jesus loves me, this I know, for He answered our ferverent prayers. :D

always pushing us through,
for never letting us stay on the ground when we fall and stumble,
for always being understanding and
for continually believing in us,
I love you very very very much (times gazillionity).

soso in the mood to worship now.
after the church session yesterday,
I feel like I can go on worship forever and ever.
this is one of my fave songs :)
Light of the world,
You stepped down into darkness.
Opened my eyes,
Let me see.
Beauty that made this heart adore you
Hope of a life spent with you

And here I am to worship,
Here I am to bow down,
Here I am to say that you're my God
You're altogether lovely,
Altogether worthy,
Altogether wonderful to me.

King of all days,
Oh, so highly exalted.
Glorious in heaven above.
Humbly you came
To the earth you created
All for love's sake became poor.

And here I am to worship
Here I am to bow down
Here I am to say that you're my God
You're altogether lovely.
Altogether worthy,
Altogether wonderful to me.

I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross
I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross
And I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross
No, I'll never know how much it cost

And here I am to worship
Here I am to bow down
Here I am to say that you're my God
You're altogether lovely
Altogether worthy
Altogether wonderful to me

can't b'lieve I splurted out a whole worship song.
nvm.
CIAO :)

2008-05-18T18:34:00.002+08:00

alone with the freaky sights
and city lights
i crunched in memory
of how you left me and took flight

shucks
so i was dreaming again, and i didn't want to wake up.
until that guy called me early in the morning, saying "wake up, you horse.
i don't want you to dream about (someone) again.
unless it's me.
WAKE UP."

some people are really really spasticated.

well last night was kind of, UNBELIEVABLE,
about what happened, b'tween US, I mean.
I did not EVER imagined things to have turned out this way.
kind of shocked too.
I didn't expect it to happen, although I hoped it to.
hahah.
its like sometimes when you are searching so hard for something,
and you just can't find it.
Just when you feel tired and discouraged of holding on to it,
you feel like letting go,
and it comes to you.
Is it God?
or is it fate.

but at least it turned out well, didn't it? :)

today I woke up at like SEVEN PLUS, which was rather pathetic, considering that today is a SUNDAY?
went to help out NHPS, the jumble sale funfair thinggy.
kind of exhausted, but it was worthwhile :)
catched up with many people today.
aaaannnnd YES, got lyk dunno how many CIP hours, or isit CCA?
nvm.
so, as I was saying,
I was supposed to help out at the "steady hands" stall.
its the wire thingg, where you'll have to hold the metal stick to go through the whole long curved wire, not touching the wire at all, gettit?
I bet you don't.
nvrmind.

saw Junk Food.
OMG I so love his sis.
we can sooooo outtalk him ^^
hahah.
I love us, yay US [me & his sis]
bought a lil' monkey for her,
hope she loves it :)
I'm so not washing my hand today.
caus' I got this really really beautiful butterfly glitter thingg on it.
GOSH I love this thingg.
tk korh for treatin me soso many things today :)
lookin forward to the manymany upcoming gatherings in June.
HOW I LOVE JUNE.

[ ] 13th June - BOOKED
go out with my two FAVE couz to town for a WHOLE DAY to eat, and DUHH shop, till we drop :)
I'm gonna love that day.
we'll have so much to talk about.

~~I'm~~ ~~kinda confused, I don't know why.~~
~~I feel like I'm starting to fall in love with him AGAIN [another guy not in NHHS]~~
~~he likes me too, but it's kind of hard, caus we hardly see each other.~~
~~but I really love the feeling of being with him.~~
~~happy, carefree, just simply, MYSELF.~~
~~I don't have to act all classy and fake,~~
~~but the true ME.~~

you'd better hold on to me, TIGHT.
caus' I think that,
I've grown further from you,
drifting away.
please hold me tight.

2008-05-16T20:24:00.004+08:00

oopas loompas!
i love blowing bubbles
you know those sweet stuff that IS SOMEHOW BANNED IN S'PORE and then you chew and BLOW?
yeah, love it!
but sadistic people just enjoys bursting those huge ones you took pains to create.
wahaha (:
ohright, & i know that it's wrong that i'm still hungry after having a heavy dinner.
i'm so sorry okay.
okay i think going shopping with melissa in the june holidays will be a very good idea. because i really need some new additions to my wardrobe.
moreover, i'm freaking sick of everything i have.
what's great is she has this incredible sense of style (i think) that is absolutely me.
today was worthwhile. got myself freshened up.
a girl can always do with a day off from school (:
those spammers on abby's [church fren] blog are annoying.
such a waste of oxygen, i tell you.
with people like them in this world, no wonder the earth is under the seige of global warming.
but it's kinda amusing anyway, pathetically amusing rather.
i told you some people just don't think.
gotta go (:
CIAO.

stupid you.
who do you think you are.
snobbish, bossy, arrogant.
why isit that it's always YOU who call the shots?
criticising people,
has it EVER dawned on you that YOU are the REAL problem?
look at yourself in the mirror,
and see whether you still remember who you USED to be.

2008-05-15T21:47:00.004+08:00

guys should really learn that sometimes SWEET TALKING doesn't make the girl fall in love with you, but think you're a first class LOSER.
tell the girl she's sexy when she wears a tube top and mini skirt
not when she's in school uniform.
tell the girl she's hot when she has her hair cascading down her back
and not tied up like a nun.
tell the girl she's a sweetheart when she volunteers to take care of your items
and not when you push them to her without a choice.

pffft.
so this is how it goes.
you see, it's the small little actions that work with girls, not bullshittin with words.you however, don't have to make it so obvious that you know me.
& that you're "very close" to me.
i don't buy that.
because you do that.
every.single.time.
but you still rock (: just not as much as me!

some guys really drive me crazy, negatively.
some guys just know how to work into my heart and then break it.
some, are just really sweet, genuine and fun.
some guys stare and try to engage you in their non-existant charm.
but there's only one that my heart goes back to each and every time.

2008-05-10T09:05:00.002+08:00

} I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
" I wish I could talk to you for awhile "
" Miss you but I try not to cry "

feeel bored ):

and ytd I didn't stayed back for netball.

so feelin a lil' sad.

i'm so going to kill someone.

if only i could say,"go away baby, BUZZ OFF."

i'm frustrated.

i'm a freaking fool.

and i try to convince myself that you're nobody - nobody at all.

a freaking passing cloud.

i'm gonna make this fade away.

yes, i'll get over it.how much confidence i have.

so maybe i'll cry

it's not as if you'll ever know.

even if you do, it won't make a difference.

reality's still smashed on my face

ohmygawd, i wish you were here.

maybe this post doesn't make sense.

but look, i don't make sense to me either.

fair and square.

you. say. it. best. when. you. say. nothing. at. all.

why can't you just tell me if you don't like me.and i promise,

i will go away.

like what i'm trying to do right now.

if you won't go, i'll do it myself.

when i build something up, i have the ability to pull it down myself.

and this is what i want to say. (just let me get this out of my system)

i think it's very inconsiderate and unfair that i have to be the strong one.

because i so obviously am not considering that for a career.

and that's when God intervenes

'He said: 'Freely, freely, you have received

Freely, freely give

Go in My name, and because you believe

Others will know that I live." '
That's the magic of religion, of christianity. you see life at it's best. you live sacrificially without a whine. you take life for what it is, and you live it to the fullest, you live it in and for God.
I know it seems folly. i took 13 years to realise it. so i can't expect you to realise it in one post alone. maybe you find comfort in science, maybe you don't. maybe you are just floating around, waiting for a miracle and then believing in whichever God who produced that miracle. (that's retarded)
but maybe it's funny that i came to full realisation only recently that God has already performed a miracle the moment i was born.

the fact that i'm alive is already a miracle.
i have everything.

i have God.i have family.

i have me.

two functioning hands, legs, ears etc.

one brain - which is smarter than at least, blue.

i can do so many things.

i must be the luckiest girl on earth.

because i almost died. in the hospital. 13 years ago. if weren't for God, i wouldn't be here.

2008-05-07T16:27:00.002+08:00

i was so mistaken. you were right.

i shouldn't have jumped into conclusions

i can't believe how broken i was,

waking up and feeling so empty.

hahah YAY its a ME test again.

I think I'm kinda in love with quizzes now XD

ARE YOU

1. Perfect: SHEESH no

2. Tall: WISHING TO BE :)

3. In your pajamas: no

4. Left handed: nopes

LAST

1. Friend you saw: Alik Kerr Hui JY vivi

2.Talked to on the phone: ummmm mom ._.

3.Person to text you: a human

4. Was today better than yesterday: DEFINITELY.

FAVORITE

1. Number: 11

2. Color: black, silver, sky blue!!!

3.Food: uhhhh not sure :)

4. Place: Beaches

QUESTIONS & ANSWERS

Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?

~brush teeth :D

Q: Do you have anything bothering you?

~uh huh

Q: What's the last movie you watched in theaters?

~kinda forgot. rmb? I'm SENILE :)

Q: Where is the last place you went?

~school

Q. Do you smile a lot?

~kind of, I guess?

Q: Do you wish upon stars?

~yuppps ^^

Q: Are you a friendly person?

~i think I am. hahah

Q: When was the last time you cried?

~Mon

Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?

~please, please don't let me dream of *stuffs

Q: Rate life as of right now, one being bad ten being great?

~7

Q: What's your favorite month?

~AUGUST :D

Q: Are you missing someone right now?

~yes :(

8. Are you tired?

~YES.

_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

Birthday?

~15 Aug 1994

Eye color?

~black

Zodiac sign?

~Leo

Male or female?
~female

Single?

~dunno

Crushing?

~lalala~ bleah XD

Smart?

~uhh DUH!

Hair color?

~black

Long or short?

~average

Sweats or Jeans?

~Jeans

First enemy?

~that bitch

Lips or eyes?

~Lips teehees.

Shorter or taller?

Taller

Romantic or spontaneous?

~spontaneous bah

Sensitive or loud?

~stuck between

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY

Do you like someone?

~Kind of?

Are you seriously happy with where you are in life?

~guess I am :)

last thurs I was so PISSED OFF.
to think that I even have friends like you guys.
you all are forever critisicing other people,
and when other people just give you a kind reminder,
you take it that badly as if they had done the worst things on earth to you guys.
bossy, snobby.
quit acting in front of the t'chers, will you?
no one's perfect.
but we gotta improve, don't we?
and take a closer look into yourselves , for once, please.

2008-05-05T19:26:00.003+08:00

It must be the way I love you
Like the way I never loved anyone else
It must be the love you gave to me
That I chose to assume
That made us
So silly me, so lovely you

busybusybusy.
and yupps, went to tea chapter today after sch.
MY conclusion : NAH I'M SO NOT GOIN THERE AGAIN
their just a bunch of people who rip ppl off their monaayy for some stupid tea thinggy.
and that dumplin tastes WIERD
I noe.
must be poison.
hahahs.
but seriously I HATE THERE.

you. you. you. you.
you are so dead to me
yet so alive in me.

hmmmms lookin forward to tmw.
hahah yeah caus we're gonna play ball after sch wif Joyjoy!

See the problem with relationships?
In general is that it's always a gameIn the beginning they'll do anything to have you.
And once they do it's never the same.
And I know everyone out there can relate.
So the question is:
One: do I really wanna trust this feeling?
Two: do I wanna let it pass me by?
Three: do you think it's only superficial?
Four: could it actually be different this time?
Someone to love me; someone to be my everything.

Maybe I've stumbled upon

i still have your messages saved in my phone.
& i wonder if you said the same things to many girls before.
i still have my memories of you in my mind.
& i wonder if they are worth anything.
i still have the tears collected in my palms.
& i wonder if you'll ever cry for me.
i still have the fear deep within.
& i wonder if you'll leave me if she comes running back.
i still have the insecurities i used to hold.
& i wonder if i'll continue sleeping or i'll wake up from this dream.

uggghh.
NOOOOO.
I'm crappin.
AGAIN.
yes, AGAIN.
it seems so often that I'll start splurtin all these out.
maybe I am a gd writer.
muahahahs

I'm super duper major totally freaking seriously BORED.
so I coped quizzes, yes AGAIN.
hahah.

Quiz 1 know me in 30 qns
1. Who knows the real you?
~ummm this is a toughie. I guess, me? well I don't reakky know myself THAT well in the first place anyway.

2. When was the last time you went out?
~like today?

3.If you could kiss anyone who would it be?
~some guy? durrhhs u can't xpect me to kiss a gurl right. Eeeew.

4 . What song are you listening to ?
~not AGAIN?!? like all the quizzes have this qns. okayy I'm NOT answerin.

5. Who does it reminds you of?
~ummm me, myself and him? hahah ps: HIM is not YOU okayy

6. Last movie you watched?
~uhhh...take it that I'm SENILE :D

7. Which of your friends live closest to you?
~that's DEFINITELY xian lin. Hui Pin too. hmmmms Jia Yim also hahah.

8. What is your favourite shirt?
~sleeveless

9. Do you drive?
~yess I DO

10.What did you do yesterday?
~uhh tuitions.

11. Do you wear contacts or glasses?
~night lenses :)

12. Do you trust your friends?
~as in those I DO define as MY FRIENDS, yes

13.Who was the last person to call you?
~a human :)

14.What annoys you?
~when I throw a tantrum.

15. Do you want multiple piercing?
~uh huh.

16. Your fav song in your player?
~I am FAIR and love ALL EQUALLY :)

17. Last time you went to the mall?
~umm like just.

18 . What was the last thing you ate?
~ice cream puff <3

19. Which of your friends would make the best roommate?
~uhhh UNOFFENSIVE PPL?

20. Last thing you purchased?
~ohohoh! this I KNOW! ummm a cute soft toy :)

21. Last vacation you were in?
~Americaaaaa <333>

22. Do people ever spell your name wrongly?
~yes. sometimes my name is misspelled as Ong Xin(g)

23. What's the last compliment you received?
~I'm clever. hahah

24. Who was the last friend you hugged?
~shd be Alikayy, when we cam-whored. muahahahas

25. Which celeb are you eyecandying?
~not sure. lemmie figure this out.

26. What's next on your wishlist?
~UNLIMITED wishes. hahah

27. Which band's concert would you want to go to?
~not really sure. Band? shd be S.H.E or mayb sth. ditto

28.What colour are your nails?
~fingernails are transparent painted, toenails are in nude pink. hahah

29. Date down a special day for you other than your birthday.
~CHILDRENS DAY. hahah.

30.In just one word, describe yourself.
~ummm me?!? okayy well, breathless. hahah. the meaning is for you guys to find out xD

Quiz 5 : Dealing with the heart.
1. Have you ever called a person useless?
~c'mon... I ain't that mean, am I?

2. What object(s) in your room is really important to you?
~my TEDDYY

3. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
~truth? I suck, BIG TIME.

4. Do you smile a lot?
~uhhh yes?

5. Would you kiss an ugly person for $10 000?
~wait, how UGLY is he.

6. Where were you today?
~on Earth.

7. What kind of sense of humor do you have?
~as Alicia calls it, I HAVE NO LINK hahah

8. Do you usually tell people when they hurt your feelings?
~kind of, I guess?

9. Do your initials spell out a word?
~YES. and I'm SOOOO NOT loving THAT okayy

10. When is the last time you talked to an ex?
~speechless?

11. How often do you give high fives?
~ummm today I just BAMMMed with Alicia like 5 times?

12. If you had to delete one person off your top friends list, who would it be?
~HER FULL STOP.

13. Is your shirt new?
~YES. my lovelayy class tee :)

16. Where is the last place you went out to eat?
~out? hmmms MACS the love

17. Have you bought any clothing items in the past week?
~yes, DUH. how can ANYONE live w'out shopping for MORE THAN A WK?

18. Do you live near your ex?
~._.

19. If you could have anything right now, what would it be?
~NOW? ummm starbucks coffee. hahah had a CRAVIN for that.

20. Has your house ever been TPd?
~uhh wad that

21. Did you sing in the shower today?
~nopes

22. Who was the last person you went shopping with?
~my mum. she PAYS teehee

23. Where is the last place you went shopping at?
~TAKA

24. Do you have the same name as one of your relatives?
~nope.

25. what kind of car do you drive?
~I don't drive, dude.

26. Do you know your father's birthday?
~YES YES. 4th Oct

27. What do you look for in a boyfriend/girlfriend?
~dono.

28. How old will you be in 8 months?
~14 yrs old. BOOHOOs I'll GRWO OLDERRR.

29. Do you prefer a call or a text?
~call.

30. Have you ever been on television?
~guess... not?

31. Are you happy right now?
~mixed emotions. MASS 208 CONVO!

32. Do your parents drink coffee every morning?
~i think so.

33. Have you ever donated blood?
~I'm not bein selfish, but EEEEWW

34. One song that's meaningful to you?
~I'm Branded hahah

35. Are you wearing any jewelry?
~no

36. Do you prefer an ocean or a pool?
~pool.

37. Do you wish someone is with you right now?
~yupppps

38. Is there currently a movie showing that you want to see?
~nahhh don think so

39. What are you doing for your next birthday?
~PARTYY ALL DAY LOOONG

40. Do you like your high school?
~neutral.

41. Does a kiss make you feel better?
~hmmmms shhhh

42. What is or was your favorite period in school?
~after sch. HAHH

43. Is there someone you know you should hate, but you can't?
~yes

44. Out of your cousins, which one do you talk to the most?
~MEI YU<3333

45. Is there anyone you trust even though you probably shouldn't?
~totally.

46. Name one thing you miss about your last real love?
~abrrracadabrrrra

2008-05-03T10:39:00.003+08:00

bed of soft sand,
collects in our palmspours gracefully,
alike the hope we held
for the tidal waves to calm.

after quite a while, i'm feelin better.
the power of forgiveness, as daniel calls it.
people disappoint you, people do things that you cannot accept - you throw a tantrum, you cry, you lament on the whys and hows and the what the hells.
but ACTUALLY you're just inflicting more hurt on yourself than the person ever did.
easier said that done but after 4 long, tedious, hard months, i'm free from the bondage his insensitive actions/feelings have wrapped me in.
IT IS HARD, BUT I FORGIVE YOU. (:
life is like that, we all need a little drama to grow up
this is when i learn that being left alone at home since primary 2 doesn't make me any less dependant.
being 14 years old, doesn't mean my life is any simpler than adults.
i once told him that i don't want to grow up, ever. he told me, "you have to grow up someday". maybe it's today?
life, will continue to be the game, that gets tougher to play as time passes.
people, will continue to hurt each other.
lovers, will continue to fuss and fight and break up.
God has never promised a Christian an expressway.
a Christian was born to do nothing but be a Light and Testimony to God's work.
but if we seek him, we know heaven awaits us.
and everything else in this earth?
heck it.

okayyy enough of "crap".
gosh my tummy's achin LIKE HELL caus I can't do sit and reach I told you.
THIRTY-FIVE CM.
PATHETIC.
at least I got 29/30 for overall.
high-fivies, ALIKAYY.
lost one pt at THAT DAMNIT SIT AND REACH PART.
RAWR.
I didn't do that well for shuttle run though.
ugh. fine its an A but I know I could haf run faster.
that dmnit JT wouldn't let me.
nvm.
netball after NAPFA.
and I'm so dreeaading 13th May.
caus' we gonna run 2.4km the REAL THING, as eileen saw puts it.
and and and I wanna go cherie's hse do project again :)
and thank YOU, for bein there for me.
whenever I need you, you always seem to be there.
you're a great friend :)
and I appreciate it.

Quiz 1

When you're home alone, do you still close the door when you shower?

~UGH! of course, DUH!

2. Do you want to kiss someone right now?

~hmmmms

3. It is your friend's birthday; do you buy them a gift even though they didn't buy you one for yours?

~ummm yes, and THAT IS, IF I DO rmb hahahs

4. Do you like your music loud or at a reasonable level?

~BLARING

5. Would you rather talk on the phone or chat in person?

~hmmms if gossip muz chat IN PERSON nicer hahah if say akward stuffs of course through phone :P

6. Can you watch scary movies alone?

~Ugh! NO! I'll so totally freak out.

7. Is anything bothering you?

~yes. waitt, how you noe?!?

8. Would you rather stay home all day, or be out and about?

~out and about. Is this a crap qns?

9. What's one of your worst memories?

~shhhh :D

10. Are you more likely to be with a large group of people or a few close friends?

~I lyk bein wif more ppl, but also wif my close frens.

11. What are your plans for October?

~ummm are EOYs over by then? If yes then of course gotta CHILL OUT :)

12. Are you listening to music right now?

~yes Janel Parrish Rainy Day, LOVE THAT SONG

13. What are you doing this weekend?

~HOPEFULLY shopping. GAAAHHHS.

14. What is one fear that you can't seem to overcome?

~this definitely sounds stupid, but I so so can't take lifts on my own. I"LL FREAK OUT.

15. Are you in a good mood?

~well... neutral, I guess.

16. Is there anyone you regret ever meeting?

~guess so.

17. On the opposite sex where do you like them to have piercings?

~actually piercings on guys make them look darn gaayy so I prefer nowhere :)

18. Would you rather have roommates or live alone?

~depends on who.

19. If you found out that you were going to be a parent, what would you do?

~uhhh now? If now then I'll seriously like go crazyy.

20. Are you talking to anyone while doing this?

~yes.

21. Ever had ugly thoughts about someone you love?

~ugly as in what kind?

22. Have you ever made someone so mad that they broke something?

~nope I'm very very nice teehees :D

23. You have 3 months left to live, what do you do?

~I'll kind of be super filial to me parents and ummm say sry to everyone I once did wrong to, umm and do all the things I once wished to. Ain't that what everyone thinks?

24. You're having a bad day, what's one thing that can make your day better?

~unlimited shopping or mayb a day out wif someone.

25. What makes you mad?

~the fact that he always lies.

26. Is there anything you would change about your body if you could?

~ummm tanner, pls?

27. You wake up in an unfamiliar place, what is your first reaction?

~I don't really know.

28. Is there anything that you should be doing right now?

~oh, you mean stonin? that's taken care of alr :)

29. If there was a way to know when and how you're going to die, would you like to find out?~yes

29. What is your favorite breakfast?

~big breakfast! <3>

30. Your phone rings at 4am, who do you expect it to be?

~ummmm this is tough to guess.

31. Is anyone interested in you right now?

~why you wanna know? hahah bleah. not tellin.

32. Would you ever give your number out over the internet?
~I haf better things to do.

33. What's your worst habit?
~ummm that HAS GOTTA be… being lazy to wake up in the morning L

34. Do you want to change your name?
~uhhh not sure. My name sure is a lil weird, but at least I know its unique and that I’m special

35. Name something you CANNOT wait for.
~umm umm umm UNWRAPPING ME B’DAY PREZZIES on MY B’DAY!!! Hahah

36. Last time you saw your father?
~uhhh like just?

UH HUH! done :)

copyrites goes to Jing En's blog hahahs.

i've found some kinda fairytale

2008-04-30T14:43:00.002+08:00

My heart is feelin sour
Love is an irresistible desire
to be irresistibly desired.

i just hold on sometimes to the hope that one day he'll look back and realise it's all folly.
the hurt. the words. the quarrels.
basically everything that went way off course and into the drain.
no, i'm not hung on him.
i can't help but think about life without him as a bad memory.
all i need to know is, how did things get so bad?

life is like a candle, wax runs off the surface, burning you,
scalding you until it rests and solidifies at the bottom.
adding to your foundation.
the world, it's so dark.
you find love at some lonely places, lonely hearts.
that fills your heart to the max till it strangles you,
it overcomes you.
that's exactly how i'm feeling, overpowered by my sub-conscious self.
feeling things i used to be able to restraint.
the paranoia, senstivity.
i tell myself not to cry for one second, but i still do.breathless,
because i try to hold them back.choking because i have so much unspoken.
so much to say but only 3 words that really matter.
i love you.
i say it so often, but does the message ever get through?
maybe it's like a note in a bottle, floating out at sea.
3 words in my heart, rather.
i want you to know i mean it.
but i can't.
love is like a river.
it goes one-way.
it always does, no matter how you deny.
it never returns the same way, the same level, the same intensity.

sry for my emo-yyness. again.
I noe. I can't let it get to me.

today morn Sophia wuz damn funayy.
we had to read the darnit chinese newspaper and then we were juz skimin through any random stuffs and laughin childishly and stupid stuffs.
and caus B.Lim we started readin the orbituaries part and then went to the travel angencies section.
hahah both of us over dere comment this and that.
sophia made me laugh until stomahcache.
oh yar and then there's this attire cjeck for sec 3 & 4 boys.
and then those 3 PPL were damn noisy.
Irene told me.
hahah.

and btw WHEEEHEE~
me chem got A1 bio got A2
I can see a RAY OF LIGHT in the distance FINALLY.
hahah.
gogogogo le.

LOVES!

2008-04-29T20:29:00.001+08:00

Crossing lines after lines of incompleted verses
I write this without thinking how it closes
Hugging the idea my bittersweet sorrows
Will be let known in invisible tomorrows

RAWR!
feel DARN guilty
caus I scratched Joy by accident :(((((
sry sry sry :)

UGGGHHHH.
ZAAAMMMNNIT.
GAWD, tmw haf lyk two tests.
Math plus plus chem.
SHIT.
sure die X(

nvm. I'm prepared to.
hahah.
MUGGIN lyk shit now.
so darn stressed.
at least today netball no lightnin alert.
hahahs.

UNSW SUCKS.
no doubt.
the science wuz freakin hard.
today after sch we were derived of ONE WHOLE HOUR to do that damnit thinggy.
and to wj, I wuz sry that didn't work out ):
awwwww its okayy there's always a nxt time.
hahah.

the front paper I did PROPERLY, and then till the back I was impatient alr,
so I juz scribbled any tyco ans.
Hahah.
It'll be a miracle if I even get a pass.

But those people just made me realise so much more today (:
Theres always ups and downs in life ,
but no matter what happens ,
I know they'll always be there for me ,
and that means so much more than just grades :D
I know I screwed the test up ,
but that just means I'll work harder .
I won't take let this grades affect my mood for streamin ,
I'll just let it be a wake up call .
Which just means ,
I've got to work harder ,
Im not gonna let myself fail my math during mid yrs like that .
Jiayous Ong Xin (:

2008-04-28T18:32:00.005+08:00

I've learnt that:
Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass.It's about getting out there and dancing in the rain.

ZOMG THIS CAN GO ON THE HEADLINES:
I passed my ~~GEOG~~.
Lyk ZOMG
fine, only by HALF A MARK.
but wadevr I still passed :D

Ugh Fri is NAPFA.
can die.
today ran 2.4km almost died halfway.
esp. the part where we RAN UP THAT DAMNIT SLOPE B'SIDE THAT BUSTOP
NEAAHH. and Hayati sings so darn "sweetly" almost turned me deaf.
SHEEEESH.
hahahhhs.
anyways broke my last run's record.
11 mins [SMILES PROUDLY] :)
andandand kelbird is nice when he lends you his hp for smsin :)

seems like I found out loads of stuff this wk esp.
kind of a whirlpool thinggy is goin on in my mind,
struggling, I guess you can say.
but kelbird I'll try ur "test"
hahah.

Hahahs coped this quiz frm class blog.
wuz darn bored okayy.
so don laugh.

Quiz 1
----YOUR BOY SIDE---- >
[ ] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[x] Dogs are better than cats.
[ ] It's hilarious when people get hurt: I"M NOT A SADIST
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[ ] Shopping is torture : TOTALLY NOT! ITS THE LOVE (:
[x] Sad movies suck: DUH
[ ] You own an X-Box
[ ] You played with Hot Wheels cars as a kid
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter
[x]You owned a DS,PS3,PS2 or Sega
[ ] You used to be obsessed with PowerRangers
[x] You watch sports on TV
[ ] Gory movies are cool
[ ] You go to your dad for advice: HAHH OVER ME DEAD BODY
[ ] You own like a trillion baseballcaps: not even one, dude
[ ] You used to/do collect footballcards
[ ] Baggy pants are cool to wear: eeeew MAJOR GROSS x(
[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people: CRAP
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think: that's ME
[x] Sports are fun: umm COMMON SENSE?
[ ] You talk with food in your mouth.
[ ] You sleep with your socks on at night
[ ] You have fished at least once: not even once, dude
Total = 9

----YOUR GIRL SIDE---- >
[x] You *need*/love to shop: DURRHH!
[ ] You wear eyeliner
[ ] You wear the color pink
[ ] You go to your mom for advice: N-O
[x] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black
[x] You like going to the mall
[x] You like getting manicures and pedicures
[ ] You like wearing jewelry.
[x] You cried watching The Notebook
[x] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe: AND I MEAN BIGG
[x] shopping is one of your favorite hobbies
[x] You don't like the movie Star Wars
[x] You are/were in gymnastics/dance: puhlease I wuz lyk four?
[x] It takes you around one hour or more to shower, get dressed, and make-up: simply getting dressed takes me a gazillion mins, wad u think? (:
[x] You smile a lot more than you should
[x] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes
[x] You care about what you look like: who doesn't? right, you x]
[ ]You like wearing body spray/perfume: eeew NO
[x] You like high heel shoes: SERIOUS MAJOR LOVE FOR THEM
[x] You used to play with dolls as little kid: uh huh (:
[x] You like putting make-upon others
[x] You like sometimes being the star of everything: I guess so
[ ] Pink is one of your favorite colors.

TOTAL = 17
i have 9 boy traits ._.17 girl traits ._.
okayy so does that mean I'm girly?

Quiz 2
1.Music playing at the moment?
~Rainy Day-Janel Parrish. I'm darn addicted to it. LOVE it.
2. One reason for living?
~to flaunt what I've got hahah
3. Do u think you're ok?
~as in...? define more.
4. Ever donated blood?
~FYI, I haf a SERIOUS PHOBIA for needles.
5. Fav colour(s)?
~black, sliver, SKY BLUE, baby pink, lime green etc. LOADS actually (:
6. Accessories you usually wear?
~clothes, clothes and MORE clothes. PLUS HEELS?
7. One song to describe a heartbreakin the past?
~keep holdin on. Love it.
8. The most boring sport?
~rugby [sry X.X] and soccer
9.Ever married?
~uhh no I'm a virgin pls.
10. Last TV show u've seen?
~Hannah Montana <33333
11. Piercings or tattoo?
~DUH piercings but tattoo sounds INTERESTIN :D GAH\
12. The most romantic gift?
~umm frm the heart. Maybe unconditional love.
but if its physical gift, then couple stuffs HINT* hahah

Quiz 3
[ ] Gotten a referral.
[ ] Gotten detention.
[x] Gotten your cell phone taken away.
[ ] Gotten suspended.
[x] Chewed gum during class.
[ ] Been late to a class more than 10times.
[x] Didn't do homework over 5 times.
[ ] Returned at least 5 projects in late.
[ ] Missed school cause you felt like it: my parents will KILL ME
[ ] Skipped class at least 3 times.
[x] Laughed so hard you got kicked out of class: primary 6 hahah
[ ] Got your mom/dad etc. to get you out of school.
[x] Texted people during class: who doesn't
[x] Passed notes.
[x] Threw stuff across the room.
[x] Laughed at the teacher.
[ ] Pulled down the fire alarm.
[x] Went on myspace; friendster;xanga; etc on the computer at school.
[x] Took pictures during class hours.
[x] Called someone during class hours.
[x] Listened to an ipod/cd player/mp3 during class.
[ ] Hit a teacher with a textbook.
[x] Threw something at the teacher.
[x] Went outside the classroom without permission.
[x] Broke the dress code
[x] Ate food during class.
[ ] Gotten a call home.
[ ] Couldn't go on a field trip causeyou behaved bad.
[x] Didn't take your stuff to school.
[ ] Gotten a detention and didn't go.
[ ] Used passes from other days or made fake pass.
[x] Cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear.
[ ] Slept in class.
[ ] Threw paper balls at the teacher.
[x] Threatened a teacher.
[ ] Felt hungry during class and went home to eat.
[x] Treated the teacher as invisible
OVERALL TOTAL:20 Times your overall total by 320x3=64
so at least the t'chers love me 36% yar.

muahhahs darn tired.
mayb go sms him now.
LOVES!

Hold your head up.&& keep smiling through the rain.

2008-04-27T17:58:00.006+08:00

I'm fighting with myself .
Trying to get you out of my head.
But I'm hanging on every word you said.

ugh.
I'm pissed.
seriously.
forget it. THIS AIN'T DOIN ANY GD TO ME.

Tired of trying, Sick of crying, Yeah I'm smiling, but inside I'm dying.

it's amazing talking to my "bro" about love. awed by the fullness of his understanding expecially when he has never been in love. he told me that love will always fade, even when you're married. as much as you try to deny it, it will fade because it's human to want something more. 2 people can still love each other but that does not mean they are happy. then i asked, if everybody knows about this "impending disaster" of unhappiness, why do people still fall in love and get married. and he said, "you will still want to give it a try, won't you?"

amazing. because i will.

does anyone know a spell to UN-love people
little by little, one step at a time.
He's changing my life, and renewing my mind.

2008-04-26T09:30:00.006+08:00

I'm giving you more than a vision of love.
uhhuh { ♥} keepyourstaretome

over & over
i tried
and over & over
you lied
and over & over
i cried

and I don't know why

ZOMG so darn happy SWEET FOURTEEN SI ZHEN!!! ♥
I miss you loads (:
we have sooo much to catch up on and I have tons to tell you.

Teehees found this on WATERMELON GUM's blog.
soooo I shall DO IT since I'm tagged to :)

Rules of the game:
Remove one question from below, add in one of your own(personal), to make a total of 20.
Tag 10 people in your list in the end of this post.
Notify them.

1. At what age do you wish to be married?
~when I find the right guy DUH! but I'm so not getting married at an OLD age. Eeeew.

2. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you'd take and why?
~blog buddies!? ummm can I leave this blank? :D

3. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
~umm umm AMERICA gosh

4. If you can have 1 dream come true, what would it be?
~ummm to haf people SHOWERIN ME WIF LOTSA LOVE (:

5. Do you believe you can survive without money?
~ummm I think I'll just starve and die?

6. What are you afraid to lose the most?
~hmmms shhhh xP

7. If you win $ 1 Million, what would you do?
~first thing, go on a WORLD TOUR teehees

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
~why don't YOU go ask HIM?

9. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
~1) she LOVES me
~2) she gets EASILY high
~3) chiobu.

10. What requirement do you wish from your other half?
~nothin but loyal

11. What kind of person do you hate the most?
~FAKERS

12. If you are given the chance to go back to the past and make a difference, will you?
~yes. I haf tons of things that I wanna REDO

13. UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. What does it mean to you?
~love without conditions xD

14. Any wisdom to share with your readers?
~uhhh if you're stuck in love rollercoaster, you soo gotta stay strong. trust me.

15. If there's ever a war(or things that are similar) happening in your place, are you going to move to a safer place, or fight?
~uh common sense [provided that you don wanna die] is to move to a safer place ^^

16. If you have the chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
~umm not to be so easily jealous ps to ***: HAPPY? hahah

17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
~actually its shockin. so I better don say :)

18. What's your weakest point?
~ ♥love and stage fright ):

19. What's the thing that you're most proud of?
~the THING? well.. can I say uh me? HHAAHH

20. What is the one thing you regret most?
~bein a STEP later. I seriously regret this.

Tags (You are IT!):
♥ Mei Yu
♥ Irene [:D BACK TO YOOOU]
♥ Alicia
♥ Joy
♥ Ho Ming!
♥ Jia Yim
♥ Cherie
♥ uhh Jing Ying?
♥ Jovina
♥ Bella
♥ Vivien

okayy I shall post about this wk.
MASS UPDATE.

THURSDAY
zomg netball♥ after sch.
SO DARN nice.
208 played friendly wif netballers.
actually at first is girls vs guys.
hahah.the guys were so totally outnumbered.
ROFL.
den lyk halfway it started to drizzle.
NO LIGHTNING ALERT.
wow. I know.
so we continued playing.
and then lyk for a FEW more HOURS it wuz drizzling.
STILL NO LIGHTNIN ALERT.
& its so funny.
caus' the parade sq ground wuz wet, and then we all started skidding around wif our shoes and alikayy shot three balls into the hoop.
HAHH.
and I volleyball-ed one in (:
after that I think then haf lightning alert.
ANYWAYs,
conclusion: A DAY W'OUT LIGHTNING ALERT is HEAVENLY ._.

♥___________________________________ ♥

FRIDAY
hahah had lyk two tests ytd.
[x] geo
[x] bio
[ ] math nxt mon

hahah caus we had speech day, we ended sch earlier by lyk two and half hours.
and then sch started frm the FIFTH period of that day.
meaning that we skipp chinese! double YAYS.
and then we had time to revise for bio test in the mornin.
HAHHs.
but I couldn't rmb ALOT.
so darn many ppl cheated.
teehees.
LOL we use HPs in class durin test she also dunno.
***ix and **ng**o so obvious cheating she also didn't noe.
Hahah.
and then the geog test wuz after bio.
no MCQs ):
hahah I think noone cheated caus Poon wuz quite gd at vigilating.
Hmph.

and he un-made me day.

2008-04-19T10:19:00.005+08:00

The most painful love there is,
is the love left unshown
A love that cannot be expressed,
affection left unknown
The love that withholds touching,
afraid of what it would say
And the most painful thing about unexpressed love is...
it never fades away

I SO LOVE ME.
fine and 208'08
hahah.

ytd sports day wuz uber tirin.

DAAAAMMNN.

my legs are achin lyk @&*$#!

but it wuz worth it.

Alikayy and Joy and Jing En were all great ytd.

but sad we not overall girls champ.

TWO points diff.

ugh wad luck.

nvm ytd we had mass lunch at JACK'S PLACE.

actually we wanted to go Pizza Hut but no space alr ):

@ Jack's place we saw CHOC and then we all ordered only desserts and drinks ahahahs.

SHEER COINCIENCE lyk dunno how many gazillion t'chers swarmed into Jack's Place too.

but they ordered alot alot alot of food.

hahah it wuz darn funny caus we kept playin wif _____'s coke when she wuz gone.

den I tried drinkin.

I think that coke is poisonous.

then I had stomachache.

ran to the toilet lyk 3/4 times den okayy, luckily.

ma alikk joy kelmond yi xiang jun wei went ot the stadium 1st caus gotta run soon..

super stressed.

hahah and then the 4x400m wuz first event.

I kinda freaked out when I knew that caus I thot I'll haf no energy to sprint 200m l8r.

but at least we did not bad. 2nd.

then 4x100m I chionged lyk hell hahah.

then Joy sprinted last 100m.

and we won 1st.

HAHHH.

and then its lyk throughout the whole sports day thing I didn't even got a chance to sit wif 208 ppl.

I wuz lyk sitting at the competitors tentage throughout the games.

B.O.R.I.N.G

hahahs then when we receive the medals rite we had to step on some super tall stand.

sommore the 1st is lyk super tall muz stretch.

2nd stand wuz still oaky :P

this is our class pic after the sports day on the tracks.
it ain't obvious, but all our bags were lyk behind us hahah.
and can u see all those trophies in front of the banners.
we seriously rock.
and I love us.
gogo jiayous 208!!!

2008-04-14T15:30:00.004+08:00

Lost.

It hurts so much just typing those 4 letters.

I just realised how horribly awwwful it can be to miss sch for ONE day.
so bored at home.
ugh.

can't wait to get my test papers back =X
I guess.
this cough and flu thinggy is killin me.
fri still got sports day.
then Kelmond told me Thurs got frisbee.
is there ANYTHIN worse then this.

oh rite,
I just remembered that my seat got changed.

&; I just broke my nail.

this is one jump shot frm sentosa outin.

my hair's super nice in this pic.

hahah I LOVE me.

sometimes,
I wonder if loving you was a right decsision.
the joy you bring me is undescribable.
but why do I feel so hurt.

2008-04-05T13:26:00.003+08:00

♥ i'm sick and tired of playing in your circle,
of running along the infinite edges,
of going round and round.

today project @ Cherie's hse wuz FUUUNNN :D
hahah.
okaayy I went there ay lyk one plus, two?
and then Irene Sophia Kelbird Yi Xiang were alr dere.
we kinda slacked around.
well... we were ACTUALLY meetin at JE library but I found out that LIBRARIES ARE CLOSED ON PUBLIC HOLIDAYS.
what luck.
anyways.
skipppp boringg part.
and we did art and music well... not THAT much of music...
unless watchin youtube MUSIC LIP-SYNCING videos ARE COUNTED :D
sc and jw didn't come.
too bad then.
they missed F.U.N.
ugh.
doin pw research.
I think I haven't done so much work in a day for YEARS.
hahah we took pics.
at least...3?
and Alikayy didnt go anyway.
pillow-fighted, I ate CUP NOODLES hahah
and me don like wrapping silly lil' butterflies :(
hahah.
they suck.
GAAAHHs.
geee I thot today will be boring.
I'm so wrong.
its okayyy.
I had an amazing day :)

but no matter what,
why do you mean so much to me?

you can m'ake yourself so important in my life.
you can later walk away and take away hope from my life.
you can come back later to tell me i still matter.
you can change your story straight after and break me all over again.
you can. repeat this whole cycle easily.
because i'll keep believing that you're still the person i thought you were.
because you'll still matter a lot to me.
although you've been nothing more than a dagger in my stomach.
a sheet of glass in my mind.

and I guess it'll never be the same, again

2008-04-02T17:28:00.013+08:00

You think I look the best

When my hair is a mess

Can't believe you exist

I could get used to this ;

hmmmms dunno wad to post.

ahahahs.

okayy great I'm so bombed with ~~PROJECTS~~ and ~~TESTS~~

ain't that so ~~BASKET?~~

duh.

freaskishly crazy now.

I superly HATE ~~EILEEN SAW~~

nothin go do then go scold us.

!*#*$^@y

pe did nothin xcept playin frisbee again.

I DON't LYK TODAY D:

Jing Ying ur dream is really uber uber wierd.

you better shake it out of your head hahah.

but I gotta admit it wuz totally amusing & "cute" hahhs.

bleahh think I'm sooo gonna FLUNK today's chem test.

lyk ZOMG how COULD I HAF GOT THAT QNS wrong.

I practised that lyk sososososooo many times.

at least I got the hang of it.

& } "THINK POSITIVE, gurl" I keep tellin myself

which I OBVIOUSLY can't T.T

and and and those chemical formulas stuff.

so this was like irritating the MacDonald's shop assistant ytd.

good afternoon, how may i help you?

oh, i want a mcflurry with extra oreo bits and medium fries and a big mac and a medium coke.

so it's the big mac meal and a mcflurry, right?

no! it's a mcflurry with extra oreo bits and medium fries and a big mac and a medium coke.(raises an eyebrow) miss, we call it a big mac meal...

oh yeah, whatever! slipped my mind.

so let me repeat your order: a big mac meal and a mcflurry. eating here or takeaway?

i told you, it's a mcflurry with extra oreo bits and medium fries and a big mac and a medium coke.

(ignores, presents a tray with food).

$8.60, miss.do you know that my father owns this MacDonald's thingy and i can get him to fire you?!

erm no, miss. sorry, miss.

just joking.

MacDonald's owned by this guy in America.

Get your facts right.

it was extremely entertaining and embarrassing.

we got the food packed and rushed off straight away.

ytd wuz April's Fools okayy so this basket sms-ed me lyk umm meetin at rm 902

and then me & irene called taht person and acted adult-ish

hahah.

acted fierce but laughed lyk hell.

okayy I'll accept reality I can't act composedly adult when my frens are around.

peer pressures, uu c.

ahahahs.

OH AND BTW, HAPPY B'DAY WEI JIAN!!!
2nd April :D

you go gurl hahah jkjk.

sad lyk nobody rmbred.

c I so nice ahahahs jk he told me lurhs.

actually history's not that bad

well at least better then Wei Sian T.T

KELMOND IS SUCH A PRO he solved my rubics which has TWO YELLOW SIDES :D

today no mornin attire check :D

Kali didn't come.

I went to check out the mathe-holic blog and Ms Neoh wuz so cute.

here's wad she posted

The Top Three Excuses For Not Doing Your Math Homework (since im not teaching you animore haha)

#1. I'm taking physics and the homework in there seemed to involve math, so I thought I could just do that instead.

#2. I have a solar powered calculator and it was cloudy.

#3. It was Einstein's birthday and pi day and we had this big celebration! (This only works for March 14)

TOP 8 LIST OF PICK-UP LINES TO USE ON MATH CHICKS

#1. Are you a differentiable function? Because I'd like to be tangent to your curves!

#2. I'm not being obtuse but you're acute girl.

#3. I'll love you from here to infinity.

#4. You've got the curves, I've got the angles.

#5. Honey, you're sweeter than 3.14.

#6. You fascinate me more than the Fundamental Theorem of Calculus.

#7. My love for you is like the slope of a concave up function because it is always increasing.

#8. I am equivalent to the Empty Set when you are not with me.

TRUST her to think of all these cute stuffs hahah.

so.

TTFN

ps: soso sry didn;t watch uu match I had to go home D:

I wanted to cheer for uu hahah but bet uu played well anyways

jiayous I'll be there for you always :)

2008-03-29T13:51:00.003+08:00

♥ Before I sleep and after I wake up and all the hours in between …
you occupy my mind.
So, practically every moment of the day you are in my thoughts.
I lheart you

HAPPY B'DHAY CHERIE and ALVIN!
fine. so it's YTD that's their b'dhay.
buttt it's so not my fault I wuz too busy to post rite.

ANYWAYS, cherie, super sry I'll gif uu ur prezzie on mon.
hahah I juz forgot.
today had chem remedial in the mornin 8am to 9am
but ended up end at almost 9:30 am
nvm.
me, joy, alikayy go play bball aftah that :)
OMG HAM AND EGG BURGER IS UBER UBER UBER NICE.
even nice than YOUR 80CENTS CHICKHHEN, JOY hahah.
ytd's frisbee games were SCREWED UP arrggghhh.
BECAUSE OF THAT DAAAMMN LIGHTNIN ALERT SYSTEM THANGG.
puhhh-leease, the lightnin striked lyk ONE HOUR after that darn alert cann.
and we had to go bak to the STUPID LEADERSHIP TRAININ AFTER THAT...

that t'cher I bet is cheapskate
so easy pissed off how teach leadership.
than the 1st activity we all laughed lyk shit caus of the complete the sentence game.
obviously the guys one wuz the most wierd one.
go rite bout Yin Ren Chan Yong and Die Chen.
laughed until Cherie had tears in her eyes cann.

and after that me and alikayy lyk stonin away in the canteen.
nothin to do can die of boredom.
and then we couldn't find Joy.
saw cherie and Swee Joo bout 5 plus 6?
caus it wuz rainin.
I treated alikayy to ice cream.
RANDOM, I noe.
OMG I REALISED YTD I AM really FREAKIN afraid of balloons.
DARN IT.
but amazinly I LOVE WATER BALLOOONS :D
GAHHH >.<

hahah.
awwwwws I so wanna go to JE library now for the Ms Neo thangg.
so many h20ngst8rs are there D:
the pig also.
hahah he say wad scared I l8r go date other ppl.
lyk pls laa...
didn't even thot of that b4 hahah.

I am CONFIRM goin to CHEEENA, SUZHOU...
WAAAHH don want cann.
wad international competition.
TO HELL WIF THAT :D

nvm.
I'm gonna make him miss me hahah.
he better or else...
anyways I'll miss him too mah...
D:
and my bed.
and my stonin with the gurls.
and my laming around in class.
and and not doing Mrs Tan's hmwk.
waitamin I think Mrs Tan's comin wif us.
NONONONONONO!!!
omg this is such a horror nightmare.
and I'll miss pissing him off hahah.
oh yeah andd miss playin rubics cube D:
not lyk its gonna be funn...
our class ONLY MEEEE go :(
*depressed*
plus I haf phobia of flight turbulences.
hmmms but on 2nd thot MAYB I'll LOVE THE shopping part...
I'll buy somethin for everyone [xcept many ppl]
hahah.

I've finished drownin in my sorrows.
TTFN!
LOVES! <3

The way you say you're okay ain't convincing at all. Just say something, say anything. Throw tantrums, cry, swear, whatever. Just don't bottle it up.

2008-03-26T21:09:00.002+08:00

You can say anything about me, as you please...
But I am what I am and that's something
You can NEVER be.

TWO-oh-EIGHT rocks THIS WORLD.
NO DOUBT. okayy GREEEAAT.
now I'm voiceless.
apparently frm "over-cheerin" for h20ngst8rs
alik: 800m sprint 1st
joy:100m sprint 1st
kelmond: 400m sprint 3rd
Me, Joy, ALik, Jing En: 4x400m relay 2nd
Me, Joy, ALik, Jing En: 4x100m relay: 3rd
me: 200m sprint indiv. 2nd

ain't that BOMBAASTIC.
TAKE THAT, ummm non-h20ngst8rs hahah.
Vanessa wuz uber uber fast.
omg like rocket.
and and and its super sad I might get disqualified for runnin the wrong track.
GAWSH.
I AM SO DEPRESSED.
but still better than nothin though.
my fault anyways.
arrrggghhh.

hehs we drank red bull b4 the race thing.
tnx to Yi Xiang and Kelmond,
and btw, those two are SERIOUSLY GD GOSSIPERS.
my advice: don't irritate them :D
hahah Tues we trained for sports heats, then went JEC eat.
Yi Xiang, Kelmond Alik and I gossiped after eatin hahah.
wanted to buy pancake D: but no time
omg and I scared tio scolded for goin CCA so late that's why I didn't go.
I seriously wuz plannin to go, okayy.

gtg post somtime l8r.
LOVES!

2008-03-22T16:55:00.004+08:00

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

i'm going crazy.
i TOTALLY forgot that I STILL haven't done...
[ ] math tuition hmwk EIGHTEEN pages BY TMW mornin
[ ] my lorna corr BY TMW mornin
[ ] my chi compo
[ ] my chi individual bk review
[ ] my chi GP bk review
yanoewad. thisisnuts

2008-03-21T16:03:00.008+08:00

♥ I really do love this boy;
our long conversations,
little arguments,
endless smiles,
stupid jokes, and
you know..
pretty much everything about him

omg ytd wuz lyk uber fun.
I mean it.
seriously.
ytd, me, Alik,Joy, Yi Xiang, Kelmond & Liang Choon stayed bak to train for sports heats.
ran lyk 2 rounds OUSIDE NHHS.
no kiddin.
first round we chiionged.
Alik and Joy were CRAYZAYYE.
ma and Liang Choon were taggin behind.
pathetic.
butt EIGHT MINUTES
EIGHT MINUTES lyk omg.
much much faster than our normal timin.
sooooo proud.
but still a looooong way to Alik and Joy.
its okay.
practice makes purrrrfect....... bahs.
arrrghhh I'm pissed off again.
nvm I shan't say why.
heard that Weina's leavin for India.
zomg. whywhy.
fine migrate but
INDIIIIAAA???
sry no offence kk.
anyways didn't have the chance to wish her gd luck.
still I shd have at least bought a present...

gawsh ain't there ANYTHIN to do NOW?!?
yea, there isn't.
tnx alot.
finished readin Princess Diaries the 9th bk.
okayy lurh.
but for now, juz lookin forward to the 10th one
can't the AUTHOR just BLURT THE WHOLE STORY OUT INTO ONE BK.
I so wanna read the 10th one now.
mannnns muz 'ren'.

ytd geo wuz boooriin.
well sc's gp presented their project first,
and this part made the class laugh :
" preventing global warming is not unimportant but we need to consider the ways to stop global warming....? "

funayyye?
I guess.
ratin of at least 3 stars AT THAT POINT.
now... not that funnayyy.
pics!

slap sc :DD

ooops gtg.
LOVES!

2008-03-16T08:13:00.004+08:00

There's a certain point in your life
When i get tired of chasing everyone
& trying to fix everything
But it's not giving up, it's realizing
I don't need certain people and the drama they bring.

yay me! [appaluses]
I feeel sososo accomplished after finishin my individual lit project hahah.
hmmms nothin to crap bout.
better go watch tv or sth.
anyways , Cherie, uu guys near 10mths liao rite?
jiayous :)

i think of you and I feel summer

2008-03-15T14:24:00.004+08:00

I want to be the girl he's scared to lose
the one where he can't walk away from
knowing she's mad at him
the one who he can't fall asleep without
her voice being the last one he hears
the one that he can't
l i v e w i t h o u t

hahah Yi Xiang and Kelmond looks irritated.
I wonder why am I leanin in soooo much.
btw, I don't even rmbr takin this photo hahah.

cherie and me...... AND ALVIN

finally we're ALONE

ain't this looks lyk a "nice" cake? hahah

zomg i hate my freakin tagboard.

guess somethin cropped up wif the web caus my fren's tagboard also blank out.

hateithateit.

muz cool down...

anyways, those above are the sentosa pics as promised.

ps: coped frm Cherie's blog :P

actually still haf jump shot but not here D:
wif Ms Kali.
omgawsh I so want it.
LOOOOOVEIT.
muzmuzmuz do again sometime.
but for now, juz seriously lookin forawrd to the nxt h20ngst8rs gatherin...
I guess, in JUNE? If I'm not wrong bahs
gtg now chiiong project or else l8r kena scolded >.<
LOVES!

congrats to uu for winnin, as uu said.
hahah still not believin uu scored the most.
umm wish ur injury speedy recorvery...?
:D

2008-03-13T09:33:00.004+08:00

♥ and I told him, " Can I get directions to your heart?
I'm kind of lost in your eyes."

okayy h20ngst8rs'08 IS THE LOVE, no doubt.
zomg. ytd wuz incredibleamazingfantasticbombasticexcellentwonderfulmarvellouslovelayyy...etc [i could haf gone on and on...]
we had a h20ngst8rs'08 gatherin ytd.
our FIRST SUCCESSFUL ONE :]
and the greatest thing is that we'll haf ONE IN EVERY THREE MONTHS.
ain't that GREAT? :D
ytd wuz EXTREAMELY PURRRRFECT, xcept for the fact that we were uberuberuberuber cold and sandy.
hahah.

hmmmmms let's c.
we met at harbourfront mrt station at 10am but somehow we waited until almost 11am.
nvm.
uh-huh and then we ALL went to buy the sentosa monorail ticket thingy caus' we didn't want to walk there.
NICE ONE. the machine DOESN"T TAKE PLASTIC NOTES.
so we had to go buy frm the ticketin counter.
wasted time again >.<
and then we got into the monorail.
COOOL. andandand we cam-whored in there hahhh but sadd all the pics are in Ms Kali's cam :(
we took that thanggg to erm got down at IMBIAH station, I THINK.
den we took a bus to siloso beach.
yay yay haven't rain.
first thing we did when we saw the sea?
jump in. DURHHHS :D
so suuper fun zomg i feel lyk goiin theree again hahh.
we gurls did a jump shot uber uber nice. TRUST ME.
we had a water fight.
hahah and we all aimed Benjamin but in the end he wuzn't THAT wet anyways.
SC AND YT came the latest so they were of course the driest. DAAAAAAAAAAAMNN'NNNNN.
but at least they brought a bball :)
so forgiven.
a few guys ganged me wif water while I wuz bendin down to collect water.
awwww manns I dranked a bit of sea water and ALMOST fell down hahah.
lucky ALICIA came to "rescue" me she wuz lyk, "nonono don gang Ong Xin" then led me away caus' I couldn't see.
but still, LOVED IT :]
rained soon :(
then me and alik challenged see who could stay in the freezin cold rain longest hahah.
then the boiis came in soon into the rain.
lyk a while l8r almost everyone wuz in the rain hahah tnx to me and alik.
then after a while sun came out everyone chiionged bak into the sea.
hahah.
hmmms I guess it wuz DIE CHEN? who spotted a baby stingray in the corner of the sea waters.
then someone wuz lyk haix animal can spot animal ma hahah.
so Jing Ying decided to start the amazing race game.
THEN SC AND YT CAME. wad a gd timin
I wuz under Pearlie's gp and LIANG CHOON AND SHERMINE IN OUR GP TOGETHER :D
started rainin again D:
we all didn't stop though.
OUR GP WON!!! durhhhs
but cold and tired.
btw, the toilet wuz lyk so freakin faaaarr away.
walk there can die of coldness.
the rain wuz uber heavy.
then went bak Emerald Pavillion play "bball-monkey" hahah everyone sabo-ed die chen to be monkey.
He wuz hiiiong.
then after that played captain's ball.
LOVED IT.
soon we all went home bout 5 plus take monorail bak to vivo.
wanted to go wif Alikayye they all to meet Ms Neo but my dad waitin at harbourfront alr D:
so went to harbourfront.
or pratically RAN there.
juz glad to be warm hahah.
went home I wuz sooo hungry I gobbled lyk 2 plates of food.
then went to bathe.
I couldn't stand that DISGUSTIN feelin of bein sandy, wet and cold.
eeeeeeew.
gross. totally.
anyways ytd wuz juz UBER UBER NICE.
lookin super forward to the nxt gatherin.
and I shall bring a BIGGER umbrella then :D
LOVES!

We sat side by side in the morning lightand looked out at the future together.

2008-03-11T09:45:00.004+08:00

Love looks through a telescope; envy, through a microscope.

tralalla~
omgawsh thx guys sososososo much for keepin my tagboard ALIVE.
FYI, my internet broke down.
ain't that a suuuuper great timin?
yea I noe, it is.
arrrgghhhh pissed off.
I haven't done ANYTHIN for ANY projects.
but TOMORROW.
TOMORROOOOOOOWWW! CLASS OUTIN!
yayyayyayyayyayyayssxzxzx!
I loooove uu guys.
awwwwwww Ms Neo left us on fri :(
I DUN WANT MRS TANN!!!!!!
she freakinly sux, lyk gazillion totally's'
no more slackin,
no more aces,
no more gifts,
no more "non-homewk" days
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW sad.
let's get over it.

holiday hmwk =x
[x] distinction in eng pg 175 to 182
[ ] one eng bk review
[x] letter writin
[ ] 2 individual chi bk reviews D:
[ ] 1 gp bk review
[ ] elit freakin poem } daaammmnn!
[ ] geog global warmin project D:
[ ] history project D:
[ ] art prepartory stuffs* and do exam pieces [i guess]
awwwwww ms neo didn't gif us any hmwk.
rite she can't mark them anyways hahahah.
hmmms science, and music also no hmwk :D
BUT so much hmwk above only in ONE WK.
awwwww mannnns I rather NO HOLIDAYS :(

I'm startin to get addicted to bball.
tnx to alik.....
and mayb Mr Tan caus' we play bball <33333333>
GAWSH flunked lyk 3 subjects.
BORDORLINE marks.
sobs >.<
its okayy I'm still tryin to accet his fact that i got lyk excellent for my conduct.
I mean, I PRACTICALLY tuck out my uniform every eng lesson but nvm hahah.
Ms Kali's the loooove.
and YOU! better keep ur promise to treat me tmw after class outin :D
played one uber fun game last wk durin CEP.
hahah its lyk a mass true or dare.
and then I wrote lyk 7 or 8 'slap sc's hahah he got slapped by alicia.
and UNLUCKY ME had to sing sch song in front of WHOLE CLASS.
take THAT ALICIA, I'll have my revenge.
um, soon, I guess :D
yawns wanns slp.
yea i noe its mornin but very uber sleepy.
shall blog SOOON.
LOVES!

"Can I forget about the way it feels to touch you?
And all about the good times that we've been through
Could I wake up without you every day?
Would I let you walk away?

No, I can't learn to live without
And I can't give up on us now"

2008-03-01T20:46:00.006+08:00

lausaigang!
top: sophia, me ; bottom: irene, cherie

cherie & me <3

h20ngst8rs

the logo! so ssweet guess only 208 haf.

tnx swee joo! Our BAGS :D

Alicia, Irene, Cherie, Sophia, Ms Kali

I bought this latte frm Macs'

lausaigang!
[frm bottom] Irene, Cherie, Me Sophia

zomg.
ytd roadrun wuz UBER NICE.
mass games really v ke xi.
the opponents cheated.
but nvm. we shall win wif real potential.
not some cheater freaks.
CONGRATS, ALICIA & PEARLYNN& HAYATI!!!
uu guys rock.
mass games our class rocked.
roadrun wuz nightmare.
woke up today mornin achein not on my legs but on my back.
arrrggghh.
still pissed off by YOU okayy.
I still love US.
hahah.
got sunburnt
gawsh. super hot pink cheeks dat afternoon.
butt seriously suuuper fun.
after roadrun thangg, lausaigang stayed bak to do geog project.
so guaii ritex.
hahah.
anyways, back to the topic, itoldthembouthim
Mc, Cherie & Joel left, then me Sophia & Irene went to play.
as in seriously PLAY
it wuz lyk revivin childhood memories.
hahah.
omygawsh I would soooo wanna go again!
loveit loveit loveit loveit!!!
so sad the swingin thing wuz removed somehow.
we LAMED around and yea, time juz passed quickly.
hmmmms left at 4 plus and my mom gave them a lift to central.
gtg.

LOVES!

2008-02-19T15:21:00.002+08:00

There's a certain point in your life
When you get tired of chasing everyone& trying to fix everything
But it's not ~~giving up~~, it's realizing
You don't need certain people and the drama they bring.

today wuz uber suayy.
I wore the WROOOOONG shoes to sch.
somemore its PINK and so small.
It's my sis's wurrd.
so nice now to not wear ANY shoe.
hahah.
History wuz so-so.
AT LEAST I noe that my MCQs SHD BE everythin correct.
yay!
I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM.
& that himm is not *HIM*
so don't think out of the box yurhhs
anyways bought her a present.
hope she'll lyk it.
OMG its so damn cuute I'm a lil' sad to gif it away but np.
After ALL she's my gd fren
tmr lit lit lit.
don think need to study anythin bahs.
MAYYYBE juz the rhyme scheme thingg
plus erm metaphors, similies etc.
yawn. mayb go bathe now.
anyways,
LOVES!
ps: gd luck for ur common tests :D

Blonde; at heart. <3

2008-02-18T18:11:00.002+08:00

Just let me shop and no one gets hurt.
omg omg omg
I'm so goin to fail my history common test.
I HAVE NOT STUDY FIN YET.
shooooots.
today geog MCQs suuuuuuper careless mistakes.
yea tnx alot alot.
lucky i did well for lit & geog class tests.
topped second in class.
yay improvements.
but muz still mug alot alot more for other subjects.
GAWSH.
sure die tmw. =X
if pass I SHALL POST BIG BIG :D
AT LEAST I get maths.
or at least I THINK I DO.
proprotion's easy NOW. hahahahs.

Secondary 2 maths common test format:
Time: 1 hour
Date: 26 Feb 2008
Topics tested: Data Anaysis (stem-and-leaf, dot diagram, mean,median,mode), Indices and Standard Form, Proportion (scale and map, direct, inverse), Algebraic Expansion and Factorisation (excluding chapter 2.4 cross method)
NO CALCULATORS ALLOWED
bulk of the marks will probably be allocated for proportion so make sure you are pro at it! =)

yea greeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaat.
NO CALCULATORS allowed write big big there.
haix. -.-
poor me. hahahs.
history t'cher did not revise for tmw history test lor.
instead she started on new chapter.
zzzz. wth lurhhs.
she make me mugg for history until now.
hmmmms lucky weds is lit,
don needa chiiong so much memory work
den followed by chi then eng.
eng no compo this time though, only haf compre.
went to zibi in the library after sch ended today.
finished eng compre thr.
*HE* asked me out again.
dunno shd not. I don really wanna hahahh.
sads.
its so irritating now lurhhs lyk my sis studyin dictation then over there "next...huh? shhhh jie uu very noisy lerh, wadwadwad say again i didn't hear the word."
went blog hopping just now.
saw somethin uber funny laughed till stomahcached.
WARNIN >>>>> keep off uber funny sites if uu are a super serious laughing addicter.
you'll won't need that laughter,
they'll hurt. hahah.
guess whether i look nicer after i straightened my hair.
think better than b4.
hmmmmms not much diff anyways.
i'm goin to post more often to minimize the risk of me stonin awaayyy...
BTW, congratts THAI COUPLE <33333>8 months worr!
JIAYOUS reachin ONE YR.
LOVES!

Must girls prefer to blend in. We prefer to make a scene.

2008-02-17T20:14:00.004+08:00

Oops! I lost my phone number, can I have yours?

GEEE.
Me and sister were talking ytd in the middle of the night,
when we listed out the "I love you"s in different languages:
Our findings:
(English) I Love You
(Chinese) Wo Ai Ni
(Malay) Saya cintamu
(Spanish) Te Amo
(Cantonese) Ngo oi ney
(Japanese) Kimi o ai shiteru
(Korean) Sarangheyo

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This is a boring telephone conversation that dragged on and on about random things.
*HIM* : I want a new watch.
Me : I give you my house clock then you wear on your wrist kaes?
*HIM* : OKAY LOR. then nextime when you grumble that you want new clothes i shall give you my house curtain.

I'm here. Now what are your other two wishes?

2008-02-16T17:24:00.003+08:00

kkays;
firstly,
I LOVE CHERIE
second thanng I LOVE ALIK
third, I LOVE KERR HUI & JOY
fourth, I LOVE JINGYING & TIAN LAN THOSE PPL :D
I'm seriously bein nice.
truust me. :D

boredom prevails in this world.
sad.
my valentine's roses are lyk half dead.
sry guys.
i just don't haf the green fingers.
hahah
OMG! common test's like TWO days away.
n lucky math n science is on the last two days.
at least I'm quite safe frm failin.
hats FOR NOW.
sry for not replyin ppl's tags re-linkin uu guys.
I'm feelin reeeeaaally lazy and retard.
maybe SOME TIME L8R
Ms Neoh's lyk one of the niceeessst t'cer evurrr.
she gave us v'day presents.
ain't that sweet?
awwwww.
hahahs.
ohmygooose.
this valentine's so bleak compared to last yr's.
although I kinda forgot wad I did for the last v'day.
hahah.
i shouldn't have asked.
now it's stuck in my mind.
shake it off, shake it off,
hahah.
I TOTALLY hate enrichment now.
freakingly punished JUST B'CAUS i didn't wear my PE for stupid karate thinggy.
ugh. freak it.

when u said it, i really really wished u meant it.
caus' i had a dream, where u held me close and whispered it into my ear.
I'm not makin it up, it's just magical.
It's the work of God.
I love u more than I can say.

2008-02-13T16:02:00.004+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES!

real eyes,
REALIZE,
real lies

Now you knowI need a miracle
A star-crossed lover
An arrow in my heart
I need a rainy day
An an endless summer
A pocket full of stars

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2008-02-09T10:06:00.005+08:00

TRYIN TO REVIVE MY BLOG =.=
face it.
my blog's dead.
HAHAHH.
changed blogskin.
still missin my old one though. :D
found this one interestin:
Have you ever...

[ ] Gotten detention

[x] Gotten your phone/mp3 player takenaway

[ ] Gotten suspended.

[x] Gotten caught chewing gum

[ ] gotten caught cheating on a test

[ ] Gotten late to a class more than 10 times.

[x] Didn’t do homework over 5 times.

[ ] Turned at least 3 projects in late

[ ] Missed school cause you felt like it.

[ ] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class.

[ ] Got your mom/dad etc. to get you out of school.

[x] Text people during class. [DURRHHH. who doesn't?]

[x] passed notes.

[x] Threw stuff across the room.

[x] Laughed at the teacher

[ ] Pulled down the fire alarm.

[x] Went on myspace, friendster, xanga , etc. on the computer at school.

[x] Took pictures during school hours.

[x] Called someone during school hours.

[x] Listened to an ipod cd , etc during class.

[ ] Threw something at the teacher.

[x] Went outside the classroom without permission

[ ] Broke the dress code.

[x] Failed a test [more than A test :D]

[x] Ate food during class

[ ] Gotten a call home

[ ] Couldn’t go on a field trip cause you behaved badly

[x] Didn’t take your stuff to school

[ ] Gotten a detention and didn't go

[ ] Stuck your middle finger at a teacher when they were not looking.

[x] Cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear.

[ ] Forged your parents signature

[ ] Made out in school

[ ] Slept in class

[x] Cursed at a teacher

[x] Copied homework

total
18 total.

times three is

(18 x 3)% = 54%

whoa I'm 54% screwed up.

yay me.

hahahh.

suuper bored.

played card games wif frens ytd nite.

2008-01-11T07:47:00.000+08:00

I kinda went through loads of thinkin last night.
I couldn't sleep.
All I could think of was you.
Why didn't uu stop me frm...

uu were there, why didn't I see you
uu were there, why didn't I love you
uu were there, and now uu aren't,
uu were there, why didn't you tell me to love uu too?

But everythin's too late, isn't it?
the feelin's not goin to be the same way once it was before even if we gave ourselves another chance.

and the timin couldn't have ever been better.

Your Birthdate: August 15

You take life as it is, and you find happiness in a variety of things.
You tend to be close to family and friends. But it's hard to get into your inner circle.
Making the little things wonderful is important to you, and you probably have an inviting home.
You seek harmony with others, but occasionally you have a very stubborn streak.

Your strength: Your intense optimism

Your weakness: You shy away from exploring your talents

Your power color: Jade

Your power symbol: Flower

Your power month: June

2008-01-10T20:28:00.000+08:00

Friends ask why you're crying.Best friends already have the shovel ready to bury the loser that made you cry.

tralala~
class decos. :D
I AM SO CLEVER after Kerr Hui taught me about graphs & stufffffs.
Today stayed back n did class deco in library. :D
I mean we did the decorations preparin thing in the library.
NICE.
Alvin & QinSi joined us...
SOMEHOW? hahah
well Alvin helped butt QinSi er... did his math tuition hmwk.
"tnx" alot, Qinsi.
well 208 is seriously goin to rawk MUCH MUCH MORe with our halloween decos for our class.
Yay... ME :P
But is Halloween decos allowed for New Yr class decos competition?
Hahah GAH I think not.
Changin blog skin tmw.
I PWOMISE. ^^
Okaee I shall post pics pics!

apparently our class is soooo lovable :)

aw mannns Andrew seducin Liang Choon.
Poor thing, I bet Liang Choon's not a virgin anymore.
hahah sry Shermine :D

my America photos.
whooo~ cousins totally rule.
THAT IS, if they don't dao uu over somethin. :D

Our laughs are limitless.
Our memories are countless.
Our friendship is endless.

I'm seriously not angry at uu guys. :)

2008-01-04T18:36:00.000+08:00

and someone asked if i knew you,it was sad cause all i could say was, "I used to."

whee~
tmw's gonna be the FIRST SATURDAY after sch reopen.
Lucky not much hmwk, here it goes:
[ ] do maths tuition hmwk
[ ] do theory and practise piano (which I don't lyk to)
[ ] make one journal bk thingy and decorate its cover =.=
[ ] one word bank bk, that is if I EVEN NOE WAD IS IT
[ ] arrggh stupid form
[ ] study for chinese dunno wad test
[ ] do bk reviews
[ ] get bio transparent file
[ ] science notebk
[ ] read up chap in BIO txtbk
[ ] bring lwoer sec compre bk
[ ] FIND THAT ORAL BK WHEREVER IT IS
[ ] grammar wksht thing
[ ] bring ur hol photos on Mon (wadevr for, but nvrmind)
[ ] GREAT. MALAY portfolio... ?
Sec ones were...?
Okay ferr 208'08-ians, uu noe e 108'07 ppl this yr are lyk, well I shan't say.
OHMYGAWSH.
& my Nhps jrs are in 107...
MANNNS.
YAY started decoratin the classrm todayye aftah sch.
HALLOWEEN! is our theme :D
& Xian Lin wuz nice to help us draw suuuuuper cute Halloween characters.
TRUST ME, her drawins are totally CUTE.
today wuz lyk absurdly borin.
LYK DO OUR MATHS T'CHER EVEN GOT AUDITIONED B4 ENETRIN NHHS?!?
he speaks damn soft.
and PLEASE; he's a GUY.
pffffttttt. I hate the part today enrichment where we were supposed to do WUSHU.
Yuuucck.
& I sooooo wish I wuz havin e sec 1 games today.
Awwww, and they're goin to have orientation camp.
lyk helooo? sec 2s do not haf camps, at least I THINK.
boo~
gotta chiong my theory ferr tmw's piano lesson.
CIAO.
and LOVES!

and you're just jealous because we act retarded in public and everyone still loves us.

2008-01-03T17:31:00.000+08:00

Okae.
Yesterday wuz 1st day of sch. I mean 1st day of SEC 2.
How does it feel?
GAHS! FINALLY we're SEC TWO
yay yay
pity no more yaya, or else, can slack durin attire check.

butts, butt the sec 1 this yr is SERIOUSLY bleach* [xcept my dar' jrs]
Gawsh, wad is the world comin to?
... yeah; normal.
GREAT, JUST GREAT, I'm sittin in the first row.
AGAIN. tnx alot
I'm e EL rep. But nvrmind caus I kinda lyk the form t'cher.
Gave korh a b'day present today.
AWWWW, ain't me niceee? :)
hahah AND FIY, that present is from America :D
YOU! owe me one BIG time. hahah
Jkjk.

Our form t'cher is Ms Kali. She's nice.

Mmm-hmm, and then our math t'cher is KINDA' UNDEFINED,

uh huh and my chinese t'cher is Foo Lao shi

yeapps aaaannnnndd POOH~ I can't remember ALL the t'chers.

Lousy me.
Yay korh gonna sponser me a LOCK for my LOCKER.
*applauds*
he rawks. when he doesn't bully me.
whee~
SHIT. I forgot my NEW asknlearn login info.
Blurr meee... tsktsk
hmmms today had a FREAKIN big load of stuff to do.
"Bring this, bring that" blah blah
AND our class room seatin arrangement is lyk boy gurl boy gurl
Oaky here's who sits b'side me
FIRST ROW: Alicia KerrHui LiangChoon ME Jerald Alvin
It's FREEEEAAAAKY. Caus wherever uu turn, if uu r a gurl, then uu're surrounded by guys, if uu r a guy, uu'll be surrounded by gurls.
But at least, I didn't sit bside Dai Chen.

Okae. Gotta chiiong my stuffs...
Kk LOVES!
& 2008, YOU BETTER BE GOOD

It's like we just met; and we're speeding away already...

2008-01-01T10:21:00.000+08:00

okayy yay its FINALLY 2008
07' wuz lyk so damn fast.
its lyk I've juz graduated frm Nan Hua Pri
hahah LOLs.

My New Yr Resolutions:
1 try BEST to stay AWAKE durin lessons
2 not to fail a SINGLE subject
3 hmmms buy more sweets for Cherie hahah
4 reply THAT letter
5 not to eat in class
6 GEE; & *HIM*

I noe its kinda random butt that's all my smart brain can think of AT THE MOMENT.
Hahah.shall update my template stuffs now.
yes, RIGHT NOW.

LATER!

and no lapse of time or distance of place can lessen the friendship of those who are truly persuaded pf each other's worth